There was a tube coming
from her slit. That tube was a catheter and it had been slipped up inside her
urethra. All the way up, and then down into her bladder.
"Please. Please I won't go
without permission I promise."
Tessa's pleading had taken
on a more or less one dimensional approach. To her she was having her right to
toilet taken away from her and she couldn't understand that. There was a lot
she couldn't understand. There was something formulating in her fucked up mind.
And that was the fact that she was going through what she was going through
because of her arousal. She was guilty for her arousal and so she had to bear
the brunt of it in the form of various indignities, and sufferings. It was the
way she coped with it. The only way she could cope with it. And in the middle
of the trying to cope with it, it was only natural that she would try to
negotiate her way out of certain things that she didn't understand the most.
"This is non-negotiable
Tessa. You KNOW that you don't deserve to simply be able to control your own
bodily functions yourself. You KNOW that we cannot let that happen. You KNOW
that what we are doing to you and with you is very necessary. And most of all
that it is non-negotiable."
Sarka's voice was slightly
more edgy as she worked Tessa's mind. Harsh even as she slipped the catheter
fully into the bladder of the prose, exposed, vulnerable girl. There had been a
moment. Somewhere along the line there had been a moment where it was a given
that all of the blame for the predicament that Tessa was in lay completely and totally
at her own door. There was no distinct or measurable time when that had
happened. It was almost just like it was a 'given'. That she had been taken out
of circulation and it was all her fault. There could be no other person, or
thing at fault except her own. And there was no dispute about that. Tessa
accepted it. She accepted it because the sexual arousal had made it so. She was
ashamed and guilty and so it was all her fault. Simple really? The simple and
pure way that a sadist, or group of sadists could fuck with a victim's head and
mind. No negotiation, no discussion, just the heaping of blame - and more guilt
and more shame. Tessa pouted a little. As she did that she trailed her slender
fingers over the tip of her bulbous clitoris. Her eyes lit up when she felt
that contact. Her fingertips, her nails sliding through wetness over that
hyper-sensitive bundle of nerves.
Sarka licked her own lips
at what she was doing to this girl. Making sure the catheter was fully inserted
before inflating it. That was the unnecessary bit. The inflation of the
catheter. That process one that was minutely controlled, and nuanced in how it
was inflicted. The end of the catheter first - the end inside Tessa's bladder,
expanding into a bulb shape. Like a balloon within the bladder. That balloon
taking up the space that would be normally reserved for the collection and the
processing of urine. With that bulb, the space for urine seriously impeded. The
secondary phase of the inflation process then the inflation of the tube itself.
That tube inflating but then stretching open the uterus tube. That very action
causing some discomfort. Even the slightest stretching of that internal flesh
would be enough to make Tessa suck in breath between gritted teeth. But this
opening up of the flesh was not restricted to a little bit. Rather that was the
first hiss of compressed air. That movement and that stretching inside her
making her suck in that breath. But then the second hiss stretching the thin
tubal flesh to painful limits. It was that pain, that sharp almost stinging
pain that made the girl plead and beg.
"Please, please I don't
like this. Please don't do this to me."
The tears were real. Big
squelching tears squeezing from her eyes and rolling down her cheeks. Sarka
working with precision. She was meaning what she was saying. She didn't like
it. The pain. The discomfort. Sarka was working but she was watching as well.
She was making mental notes. She loved the tone of the girl's voice. The
pleading was genuine. It wasn't a ploy. It wasn't her attempt to trick the
torturer into being a little softer on her. It told Sarka that this girl, the
girl who had been born with a silver spoon in her mouth was out of her comfort
zone. Well out of her comfort zone. Sarka liked that. She let a little more
compressed air hiss into that tube and she watched Tessa as she screwed up her
face. And yet even though she screwed up her face with the discomfort and pain,
she was still playing her fingertips over the tip of her clitoral nerves. Sarka
liked that as well. This was a young girl seeking comfort in the one thing that
she could find comfort. Her own sexuality. The one thing that made her ashamed
and guilty also gave her comfort. That was deliciously twisted and fucked up
for Sarka. She liked that.
"No more peeing for you.
Now you will be toileted three times a day. Now you will depend on one of us
toileting you. This will go down to twice a day, then once a day. Then
bi-daily. Your bladder restricted and trained."
Sarka was telling the girl
how it would be. How it was going to be. It might have been a bit of a joke to
say that what this group did was 'experiment' on their victims. But it was true
none the less. Sarka would experiment on Tessa. She would push her to the
limits and beyond. And then she would push her some more. She would see how far
she could push a girl of this age and of this maturity. She would experiment on
her. She would use her to learn. She would use her to devise tortures that
would defy belief in the normal world. She would break this girl down on a
basis so gradual and yet so complete and so total that even her parents
wouldn't recognise her in the future. Indeed, even that might be an experiment
in itself. Do the worst possible to and with Tessa and then re-introduce her to
her parents. Yummy! Sarka was making mental notes all of the time.