Prologue
"She's
passed out again". The voice came to me like in a dream and I was totally
unable to move. My tormentor dropped the black leather whip on the floor and
soon I felt the strong fumes of the smelling salt in my nostrils. I slowly
opened my eyes and I was looking straight into two beautiful brown eyes that
belonged to the man who had been whipping me. He looked at me with a neutral
expression on his face, just like he would have been looking at any object. The
petite, slender Arab girl who held the bottle of smelling salt under my nose
held me by the hair in a gentle grip to hold my head in place. I gazed at his
oiled, tanned body... his impressive chest and his muscular arms. He was only
dressed in a pair of khaki shorts and shoes and his magnificent muscles were
swelling as he moved. I flashed a smile of gratitude towards my tormentor. Oh,
how I loved to be whipped by this man! He was handling his whip like an artist,
all the time making it hit exactly where he wanted. He knew exactly how to use his whip as a tool
to light a fire within my body, a fire that would just keep on burning and get
stronger all the time. I felt so very fortunate being in the hands of this
skilful whip master. My wrists were shackled to the whipping post above my head
and the chains had been stretched to the extent that I was balancing on my
toes. My entire body was on fire and bright red stripes and welts criss-crossed
my back, thighs and buttocks. Also my breasts had received their fair share of
cuts, as the leather whip curled around my body and bit into my flesh.
As
was the custom, my inaugural flogging was carried out in public, on a platform
in the patio and everybody, including the customers present at the time, were
watching my ordeal. Each new brothel girl was always given 500 lashes as an
introduction before she started serving the customers.
After
a short examination, the doctor overseeing the flogging gestured that the
whipping could continue. A monotonous voice announced:
"Please
proceed. This is number 197".
As
he finished, a sharp crack of the whip was immediately followed by my shriek of
pain. The tip of the black leather whip bit into my left breast and in my hazy
mind I was thinking: "197... that's another 303 lashes to go... 500 lashes... this is
gonna take the whole day..." At the same time, the
uncontrollable fire was burning within me. My entire being was yearning for the
stinging whip.
Chapter 1
As
the wheels of the plane made contact with the ground
of this foreign country, it really dawned on me for the first time that this
was reality. Not only was it a dream which I had been dreaming night after
night for more years than I cared to remember, I was about to achieve one of my
foremost goals in life.
Up
among the clouds I had let my thoughts run away as they usually do and finally,
I fell asleep. For some strange reason I had not really felt any fear, up till
now. Now I had landed and there was no turning back. Not even when I got the
airline ticket (one way) sent through the mail had I really realized the
magnitude of it all. Fear, yes.... but also a strange feeling of anticipation and
excitement.
From
the air, I had seen vast desert areas with miles and miles of sand. As we were
approaching the city, I could see numerous white stone houses, some of them
very big and palace-like, my excitement was increasing all the time. In my
handbag was a copy of the contract I had signed and I knew my instructions well
by heart. I almost felt like I was smuggling drugs or top-secret documents and
I feared that the other passengers might notice something strange in my
behaviour. When the plane had taxed towards the terminal building and all
passengers made ready to disembark, my heart was pounding like a hammer.
I
was sitting at the window and I kept on looking for something in my handbag to
give my neighbours time to get their things together and go away. We had not
spoken much during the long voyage. I wondered if the man next to me, an
elderly, smart looking gentleman, had suspected anything. My short dress did
not conceal much and I wondered if he had been able to spot that I was not
wearing any panties while I was asleep. I did have the newspaper draped over my
knees when I fell asleep, but what if... Anyway, I was proud that I had followed
my instructions to the letter, according to the letter that had accompanied the
ticket. After a short glance in a small mirror I decided that my make-up was
all right. I put the mirror back in my handbag and rose out of my seat. "Do
they know?" I thought when I smiled back at the airline hostesses. I got out of
the plane and made my way through the gangway, with my head bent down. I was
glad to be alone with my thoughts as I was one of the last passengers leaving
the plane. Although I was perhaps not exactly dressed the way a decent woman
should be, according to the standards of this country, I passed the customs
without any problems and I thought the officer, handing back my passport,
looked at me in a very special, lusty way as he welcomed me to his country. But
of course I could have been imagining that.
The
heat overwhelmed me as I got out of the air-conditioned entrance hall. This was
the first time I had ever visited a Middle East country. According to my
instructions I put down my bags and stood waiting in front of the terminal
building. The warm air caressed my bare sex. I was wearing a light and
colourful short dress, high heel sandalettes and I
had no bra on. I was explicitly ordered not to wear any panties during my
voyage and I had obeyed - my first act of submission to my new owners. Although
my trip mates may have suspected something, at least from the aroma of my
steaming hot pussy, nobody said anything. During the trip, I mostly pretended
to sleep and all the time I was dreaming of what awaited me in this distant
country. It took all my determination and steadfastness not to start fingering
myself.
Very
soon, I saw a black Cadillac limousine slowly approaching the building. It
stopped in front of me and just stood there for about a minute. I could not see
anything through the dark tinted glass. Finally, the back seat door opened and
a tall, blonde woman stepped out. I gasped at her beauty. Tall, fit and
muscular, with the prettiest face you could imagine and a cascade of long,
blond hair flowing down her back, reaching down to her waist. Her blond hair
contrasted perfectly to her black dress. She smiled at me and came forward.
"You
must be Tina Larsson? Welcome, I'm Katja," she introduced herself.
I
really did not know how to act. For a moment I was struck dumb, but when she
came to me and gave me a warm hug, it felt very natural and I responded
immediately. Inside I could feel a tingling sensation as I held her muscular
body next to mine.
The
chauffeur had opened his door and came forward. He picked up my bags without
looking at me and put them in the trunk of the limousine. Katja invited me to
the back seat and soon the big limousine was floating away soundlessly and
smoothly through the busy streets of the city.
"I
must confess that you are more beautiful than I had expected from your photo,"
Katja purred. "I am so glad that you are here." She laid her right hand on my
bare thigh and I could feel her warmth and energy streaming through me.
"And
I think you look gorgeous in that dress," she added.
"Thank
you," I smiled. I blushed and did not know what to say. As the limousine took
us further into the city, Katjas hand started caressing the inside of my thighs
and I was really glad for the dark tinted glass
windows. The chauffeur concentrated on his driving and did not seem the least
interested in what was happening in the back seat. I bit my lower lip to keep
from moaning but it was futile: I just melted away at the skilful touch of
Katjas hands. I leaned back and parted my legs, exposing my wide open sex for
her. She bent down her head and the cascades of her golden blond hair covered
me as she started kissing and licking the insides of my thighs and approached
my swollen sex lips.
"Mmmmmm... oooh..... please," I
moaned.
As
her eager tongue found my clitoris, I could not hold it back any longer and I
climaxed again and again... Katja brought me to a string of orgasms, like pearls
on a necklace. She sucked and licked it like crazy and I could feel my clit
swelling like it would burst. I even felt her teeth, though very gently, and
that brought me to even greater heights of ecstasy.
Finally,
she raised and wrapped her arms around me.
"You
are all I had hoped for, Tina," she said sweetly and as her lips touched mine,
I could feel the taste of my own juices from her mouth. The Caddy kept on
rolling, piloted by a silent, dark man who seemed to have no interest
whatsoever in the two women who were hugging and kissing in the back seat.
***
"First
of all you will be trained to serve many men," Katja explained. We were sitting
in a leather sofa and she caressed me gently while speaking to me. I looked
into her big blue eyes and I was totally bewitched by her pretty face as she
spoke. "You will be tied to a bench and there will be a line of men ready to
ravage your sweet body. You will be trained how to use your mouth and tongue to
serve a man in the best way. Have you served many men with your mouth, Tina?"
"Uuhhh... no, not that many... but I am eager to learn... and
eager to please..."
"Good
girl! Many men will want to use you Greek style and your secret passage will
have to get accustomed to it. Tina, there'll be a long line of brutal men with
huge dicks ready to fuck you in the ass! This will make you more and more
accessible. You will have to wear massive dildos in your rectum to help with
expanding it, larger and larger all the time."
I
blushed at her words. She laughed and kissed me several times all over my face.
"So, a bit shy, are we? Don't be, Tina. After a time here you will be just as
slutty and horny as the rest of us. Ever been ass-fucked, Tina?
I
blushed even more and could not answer. Katja laughed and caressed my thighs,
sending bolts of electric currents through my nerves. I shivered and for a
moment I thought about how it all began, all the circumstances that had led me
to this palace and the arms of this very beautiful woman.
***
In
the old days of slavery, a free woman of colour had the possibility of selling
herself as a slave. Those who did so most certainly did not do it from
masochistic urges. Yet, the idea always intrigued me and the thought never left
my mind as I was advancing further on the path of submission.
I
guess it has always been within me. Ordinary sex never made me that excited and
the only time I could climax was when I was playing with myself, dreaming of
sexual tortures, whippings, submission. Over the years I was introduced to the
real life side of it and as my experience grew, I knew I had to go further.
When a guy for the first time had me over his lap to spank me, I was so excited
I could die. Sadly enough, the reason I had been able to talk him into doing it
was the whiskey I had treated him with and the day after he felt utterly
embarrassed for what had happened (at least, the parts he remembered doing). So
that was our last date.
I
found it very hard to find a truly dominant man, with the right understanding
for this sort of thing. Gradually I was realizing what it was that fired me...
and I spent many years in a fruitless search for my perfect match. Many people
could not understand why I was so cold towards attractive men who were
obviously interested in me and some even thought I was a lesbian. But I could
not see the point of going to bed together with somebody just for the sake of
it, while all the time I was dreaming of something else, knowing that He was
out there somewhere, waiting for me. I often went out, by myself or with
friends, in the hope that someday I would find Him. I also answered contact ads
but was badly disappointed every time, as I realized that behind the most
exciting description dwelled some wannabee who may have read about it in books,
but had no idea how to treat a real-life submissive woman, even if she had
fallen to her knees and begged him to use her. So I realized that being a
submissive was really not an easy thing.
Soon
I started taking things into my own hands. I began experimenting with various
forms of self-punishment, and although I found it thrilling to start with, it
was nothing at all like what I wanted. I used to have a riding-crop beside my
bed and often used it on myself while I was masturbating, but afterwards it
always felt so empty. I usually don't wear a bra but I made a special one: with
tacks inside and wore it sometime when going out. I tried tacks in my shoes and
experimented with needles and clothespins. My passion for pain grew all the
time, as did the disappointment of being all alone. I picked fresh tree
branches and birches to use as an alternative to the riding crop, and although
I eventually got myself some quite nice stripes this way, I wanted to submit to
somebody who would show me no mercy.
Sure,
you could say I was a real egoist. I didn't want to compromise - I'd rather be
alone until I got what I needed. I tried to suppress my feelings and forget
about it, but of course it didn't work. Once my passions had been awakened,
there was nothing I could do but to keep on searching. I didn't find the Dom I
was dreaming of... but through a long chain of circumstances I got some contacts
which I discovered could help me realize my dream, although in quite a
different way than I had expected.
I
felt very secure and grateful to what destiny had placed before me as I fell
into the arms of the lovely Katja and felt her ripe lips pressing against mine.
In just a few hours, I would lay strapped on my back to be brutally ravaged by a number of huge black men who would never get tired of
using their new sex toy and teaching her what she needed to know to please her
customers.
My
training as a brothel slave had begun.