"Have you
disobeyed me in any way today?" snarled Falcon. "Answer truthfully!"
Horror struck. The
truth had to be told. It was inconceivable that she offer up a lie. "I'm sorry,
sir... but yes, I was late for my run. But..."
"But what!" yelled
Falcon, moving back a half-step and grabbing Stella by the chin to stare at her
face. "You were told explicitly never to be late for a
lesson. I personally told you that. Yet this morning you turned up two minutes
late for a run. Why?"
"It was my fault,
sir. I was running in the corridor."
"And that made you
late?"
"Yes, sir."
"How?"
Stella looked at
Falcon with panic in her eyes. She flicked her glance sideways to where Master
Gregor was standing, his face hard and threatening. She returned her look to
Falcon. She feared Master Gregor, but knew what she must do.
"A master detained
me. I was obliged to make amends for my misbehaviour."
"Which meant you
enjoyed some sex, no doubt?"
"Yes, sir."
"And by obeying
him you disobeyed me. You should have explained. Did you make any attempt?"
"No, sir."
"So you ceded to
his will rather than mine - the more pleasant option at the time to be sure."
"Yes, sir," said Stella,
tears welling, shame cutting deep.
"It will happen
often," said Falcon, softening his tone. "You will be faced with a dilemma such
as this morning. Incur a master's wrath, or risk incurring mine. In this case
you chose the latter. You chose wrongly, and therefore you must be punished.
Now remember your lesson as I teach you another - accept, submit, find a place
in your mind to take comfort if you cannot fully embrace the pain."
The sentence
given, the execution came swiftly. Falcon Hamilton moved away from Stella. He picked
up the crop that lay on the floor and walked purposely behind the trembling
bound slave. Without further ado, the heavy leather crop swiped bitterly down
on the side of Stella's left buttock, bouncing her cheek violently and causing Stella
first to suck in air and then to yell out a wail of deep agonised pain. A wide
red mark appeared on her pale skin as she hung there, shuddering and shaking,
as the burning from the blow tore through her body and mind.
She was
conditioned to being caned and spanked in various ways, but there had always
been a limit to the amount of hurt inflicted, and the safeguard of security on
hand. This felt different. This was a punishment, not a piece of fun - the
major striking with brutal force, pushing her right to the very edge of her
endurance limit. Stella screwed her eyes shut as she battled with the hurt. It
didn't seem fair, but that didn't matter - nothing would be fair in this life she
had chosen. Accept, submit, embrace the pain - that was the mantra, and
fairness had no place, for only resentment could lurk in there.
Falcon struck her
again, this time bringing the heavy crop down across the side of her other
buttock, drawing from Stella a long and trailing bellow of agonised suffering.
Nothing more
immediately came. Stella opened her eyes and saw the other masters standing
there - Master Hans, and Master Gregor who had brought this about - a trap
which Stella had easily fallen into. And between them stood Lachlan, who had
given her friendship and a wonderful night - the 'good cop' beside the 'bad
cop' as rough justice was exacted - the man Stella could trust, standing there
gauging, ready to call a halt if it looked like she was failing.
Stella wasn't
prepared to fail - she could take a canning and find pleasure in that so she
would somehow take this and embrace the hurt.
Behind her there
was a hiss of leather cutting through the air and Stella yelled again as the
crop stung across the back of her upper thighs, jerking her hips forward and
causing her head to throw violently backwards as she howled at the ceiling.
Another hard blow
was delivered, this time across the mounds of both buttocks, drawing out
another pained yell and jolting Stella forward again under the wicked impact of
the blow.
'Accept!' Stella
told herself as the pain snarled at her aching flesh. 'Submit to this master,
who is your only true Master here.'
Stella tried. She
bit back the pleas for mercy that were clamouring to call out. She tried to
embrace, but the hurt was too great. She couldn't embrace - she needed a place.
Another blow,
another yell, the first bitter tears fell. In a blur, Stella stared at the man
standing before her, wearing leather trousers and bare from the waist up to
show off his broad auburn haired chest. Stella remembered how safe and
comforted she'd felt resting her head on that wonderful chest. Was that a place
to go to in her mind, to find comfort in this time of suffering?
Perhaps! It was
probably the place where many trainees before her had sought some mental refuge
- to an illusion created by Lachlan on the night before their first punishment
ordeal. But that's all it was - an illusion. So instead Stella found sanctuary
in something more real - a promise she'd made, and nights that were honest
without pretences or agendas - nights that weren't part of a job.
'I won't let you
down, Paddy,' she mentally promised.
Stella gritted her
teeth as she felt imaginary arms embrace her, as she smelt the musky aroma of a
man who wasn't there, and was cooed by a lilting Irish voice in her head.
Falcon struck her
again and again. The pain snarled and tore at her flesh, but Stella refused to
beg for mercy. If this was her punishment then she would take it in full. She
would trust her master not to breech some unknown limit. She'd found the
strength to endure. She absorbed the pain. She didn't embrace it, for that was
a trick too far at present, but she found herself a comfortable place where she
made it bearable to accept.
After the twelfth
stroke, Stella was limp, and tears were flowing from her eyes. Lachlan raised
his hand, but the crop was already cast to the floor. Falcon knew when enough
was enough, and more than anyone in that room, was a man who could be trusted.
He walked to the front and lifted Stella's head up.
"You have the
potential to make someone a good slave!"
That was all he
said.
It was more than
enough. In her suffering, Stella was at peace. She hadn't failed. She hadn't
let Paddy down.