Chapter One
The weather was gorgeous.
When I say that, bear in mind we were on the Mediterranean, an area blessed by
some of the most beautiful weather on Earth. More specifically, we were on the
yacht Adventure - which was certainly living up to its name as far as I was
concerned!
The Adventure was three
hundred feet long, had a huge hot tub and a small swimming pool, as well as a
helicopter deck if you happened to be impatient to get back to shore. It also
had rooms, er, cabins, furnished as only the truly wealthy could.
I am not truly wealthy.
Even my parents are merely rich. I am moderately well-off because of a trust
fund established for me by my grandfather, into which my father found it
convenient, for tax purposes, to put a lot of money back when I was considered
a good girl.
I'm not a good girl now, by
anyone's reckoning. Most certainly I stopped being a good girl when my parents
were embarrassed by the string of scandals involving me and unsuitable boys and
men and a series of experiments with drugs.
That was when they sent me to Europe to get rid of me - er, to further
my education.
I was continuing my
education here aboard the Adventure.
Since meeting Gray, whom I
had called Mister Gray before realizing that was actually his first name, I had
been on something of a thrill ride of sexual adventures. I had come to Monaco
thinking I was jaded and sophisticated for all I had grown up in a New York
penthouse and gone to the finest schools.
There was little I thought
he could have demonstrated in terms of sex. I had, at least in part due to
rebellion, and in part due to looking for affection (not previously supplied by
my parental units) had a lot of sexual experiences given I was barely eighteen.
I had come to realize since
meeting Gray, how adolescent those sexual encounters had been, how brief and
playful and lacking sophistication they were. Gray was a truly jaded man, and
his idea of sexual adventures was considerably darker than mine had been.
I was a naif. I was an
unsophisticated, wide-eyed girl who had no idea what she was getting into. Gray
had shocked me and thrilled me and introduced me to sexual behavior I had only
previously heard of, and only 'sort of' heard of.
Certainly guys had tied me
up before, but that was childish compared to the shackles Gray had used! And no
one had previously introduced me to the idea of painful pleasure, or perhaps,
pleasurable pain. Not until he had strapped my bottom until it felt like it was
on fire, then sodomized me into a tremendous orgasm!
I don't think Gray is a
sadist, though, for all of that. He's simply a typical upper class Brit who
thinks he's superior to everyone else, and likes to demonstrate it. He regarded me, I knew, as something of a
new-found toy, and was experimenting with what interesting things I could do,
or be made to do, which would provide him with amusement.
His friend Alexander was
even worse. He was a Russian who, as far as I could tell, had absconded with a
large amount of money, and was set on living a hedonistic lifestyle of luxury
with his slutty Russian girlfriend Nika.
They all seemed to enjoy
shocking me. I was a good ten years younger than the men, and probably five
years younger than Nika, and they took pleasure in introducing me to new ideas,
new sexual ideas, new degrading sexual ideas.
As if I wasn't already
younger, more innocent, less experienced and sophisticated, and much less sure
of myself than I had pretended to Gray (and which he had instantly seen
through). I struggle against the thought that I was innocent, actually. Perhaps
naïve would be a better description.
And now for the fourth day
in a row I was nude. I am, luckily, a girl who has always been fairly
comfortable in my own skin. But being naked all the time, especially around
others, was... weird. It was the right weather for it, of course, and we were
on a yacht in the Med, but it wasn't like we were alone.
There were stewards about,
and they had all seen me naked, and involved in sexually explicit behavior. One
of them had even been allowed to grope me mercilessly!
For I was, you see, Gray's
'Slave'! I mean, not really, but that was the game had had introduced me to,
and it had proven to be such a wickedly thrilling game I was reluctant to
abandon it despite occasional bouts of severe doubt.
One of those bouts had come
when they'd taken me ashore in Algeria and sold me at auction as a slave! Or so
it had seemed. It had been a sham, as it turned out. But at the time I had been
far from certain. And I will never in my life forget the shock of being nude up
on a stage, wrists locked behind my neck, back arched, as the auctioneer took
bids from a crowd of Arab men!
It had been shocking,
horribly embarrassing, and somewhat frightening at the time. I say 'somewhat'
since I had more or less assumed it was fake. But more or less is not the same
as sure!
It had been the experience
of a lifetime. And now that it was in my past, and now that I had no fear, the
memories took on an incredibly vivid emotional and erotic tinge in my mind. I
could get aroused just thinking about it!
I had stood on a stage -
NAKED - feet apart, hands behind my neck, back arched, and been bid on by
scores of men! The memory didn't just arouse me it sent little shock waves
reverberating through my mind and body!
How do you get over
something like that?! I mean, it wasn't like I had PTSD or something. The
trauma was there, though, only it didn't lead to thoughts of fear or anguish
but dark, seething heat and excitement!
Don't get me wrong. I have
no interest in becoming an actual slave girl to some Arab guy! I enjoy my
luxuries, and my freedom. Why would I want to trade that in to be someone's
bitch? Especially when it wasn't even someone I chose, like Gray, who had a
great body, and was handsome and sophisticated?
But Gray had awakened a
dark obsession for sexual submission within myself, and I was still fascinated
by its many possibilities, and eager to explore it further.
I am blonde, at the moment,
for Gray had arranged for my hair to be dyed on the theory Arabs loved blonde
girls and I would fetch a better price at auction. I had not been consulted on
this, nor did I approve, at least, not entirely. I do like the thought that as
a blonde I fit in so well with the stereotypes of slutty party girls.
At least, I do now. I
hadn't wanted to before. Then I'd wanted to seem cool and sophisticated. Gray
had changed that. Now I was exploring this aspect of my personality. And the
fact I was so far from home and anyone I knew played a big part in my ability
to do so.
I mean, I'd only known Gray
a few days, and Alex and Nika a day less. I hardly knew anyone in this whole
hemisphere! So why did I have to worry about damage to my reputation when I had
none?
So time to have fun, right?
I have the body and the
face to incite lust in men, and now, for the first time in my life, I didn't
even have to put on a show of modesty, or show the slightest sign of virtuous behavior.
In fact, under the rules of this little game I'd fallen into I had no choice
about what I did anyway! That pretty much took away any sense of having to be
careful what I did and how people looked at me!
Even around women. Even
around Nika, who, frankly, I did not like!
That wasn't just a case of
seeing her as a rival either, which I'm pretty sure is how she saw me. Nika
enjoyed embarrassing me, and had extremely skillful fingers and tongue. She had
taught me a lot about how to please a woman sexually, by driving me out of my
mind with her expertise.
Even when I hadn't wanted
it. She'd done it in front of the guys, though, demonstrating for them how weak
I was, and how easily manipulated. I was sure that was why she'd done it, too.
It certainly hadn't been because she wanted to give me pleasure for its own
sake.
Nika is like a cat playing
with a mouse, amusing herself by making me look and feel stupid and weak, and
it really pissed me off that she could make my body betray my best efforts at
resisting her. She was tall for a woman, with that classic hourglass figure,
with big fake boobs and wide hips.
And at the moment, the legs
attached to those hips were splayed wide and draped across the arms of the
chaise lounge she was reclining on. She was as naked as I was, and her fist was
filled with a thick, tangled mass of my hair as she held my face pressed to her
sex.
Actually, she was more
naked than me. She had nothing on. I was wearing a stainless steel collar, and
matching shackles on my wrists. The shackles were locked together behind my
back at that moment, as if to emphasize just how helpless I was to obey and
please her as my tongue licked frantically at her clitoris.
In her other hand, she held
a long, thin quirt, which she was enjoying casually flicking down so that the
thin leather tip snapped against my bare bottom with stinging impacts which
belied how light of weight it was.
"Higher, slut," she said in
her accented English, grinding my face into her pussy.
The 'boys' were sitting off
to the side enjoying the show, sipping wine and munching on delicacies the
steward had brought in.
I was impaled by a pair of
large dildos Nika had stuffed into me, and the oversized nipple rings she had
forced into the piercings where I had long kept narrower gauge studs had been
hung with small weights so that as I moved they swung back and forth and tugged
on nipples which throbbed constantly.
We were on the back, lower
deck of the yacht as it moved through the gently swelling waves, on its way to
I knew not where. Nika was continuing her 'lessons' in pleasing women, a skill
she had thought me highly deficient in when I'd come aboard.
But I think the real lesson
was in domination. Nika enjoyed dominating me. She was Russian, while I was
American. She had fake boobs, while mine were real and full and youthfully
firm. She was poor, while came from a rich family. I was prettier than her,
more slender, and my body was certainly more toned.
Not that she was
unattractive by any means. Alexander would not, I think, have kept her around
otherwise. But she was very much aware of that, and how important it was for
him to find her hot and exciting. She did not enjoy the comparison to a 'skinny
assed American teenager', as she called me.
More importantly, my being
there didn't really matter to me. I wasn't there on Gray's sufferance. I was
suffering Gray as long as I found the ride exciting. I had alternatives. I had
money. I think that was what really made her jealous, not the fear Alexander
would find some blonde teenager to replace her.
The alternative for her was
to go back to some shithole in Russia and try to find another man to support
her. The alternative for me was to go back to my flat in Monaco with the marble
floors and look around the casinos for another amusing man to play with.
I as putting up with Nika
because it was part of the game, and I was relishing the game, reveling in it!
I didn't want to break away from it just because I wasn't enjoying the lesbian
part of it. And if you want the truth, a part of me was enjoying that
too.
It was the... helplessness
that I enjoyed, the being controlled, being ordered, being made to do nasty
sexual things, being mistreated, being punished. Did that mean deep down inside
I felt guilty over things and felt I needed punishment? I don't know, and I
wasn't really into exploring the reasons.
My insides ached and
throbbed around the two big silicon cocks she'd shoved into my body, and my
nipples throbbed and ached as the weights swung from the too-large rings she'd
forced into them. My jaw definitely ached as I kept licking, for I guess the
muscles which let me do so were not very strong compared to hers.
But I was deeply aroused,
despite all that. I was aroused because I was naked and sweating and moaning
and being treated like shit there on my knees by this bitch, and because two
handsome men were looking on with interest. I was aroused because being
sexually submissive excited me.