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Sensual Roulette
(DIXON KUNTZ)

"Come over here, suck my cock like the stupid cunt you are, and crawl on all fours like the bitch in heat you are..." Any other day I would have obeyed and did exactly as he said, never to deviate in any way shape or form... but today I'm feeling just a little rebellious.  Beyond the south wall of the massive library was a secret room he called his "Game Room." He told me that one day he would let me inside, but I would have to succumb to total submission, never questioning his demands or motives for whatever order he chose, no matter how out there it seemed. I was drooling at what lay beyond that wall. I crawled exactly as he told me to as slowly as humanly possible, almost like a snail.

"Bitch, if you walked any slower you'd be standing still, pick up the pace!" I didn't pick up the pace, I wanted to defy him. 

"But...I'm tired." I knew that would get him.

"That's it, stand up." All manner of pleasurable pain raced through my mind. 

He walked towards me taking the cane and whipping my butt cheeks with one hand and pointing to the leather chair with the other. That first crack always seems to be the best. I wish I could afford a therapist that could somehow help me to work through my issues, and delve deeply into the why of my need for pain. Maybe one day.