I waited nervously as I sat on the couch in the den of James's house. I knew what was going to happen. I came in a girl but I knew I was going to leave out a woman. It was the morning of the Senior/Junior mixer. Now I am a freshman and James is a senior. I'm not his date; his pregnant girlfriend is. I'm not going to the mixer because I have a track meet today. I am on scholarship at our local college. I was determined to finally lose my virginity. Now James is Mr. Popular. He has the cool car, cool friends and is smart as hell.

He is 6'3", has smooth dark chocolate skin. He has deep dimples and a smile that can charm the pants off the toughest prude. With that being said, I don't want him. Like I stated, he has a pregnant girlfriend and any dude that would dog out the chick who is about to have his child, is not the person I want to give my heart too. I know I sound dumb as hell, I won't give him my heart but I would my virginity. I am just tired of being a virgin. I am the only one I know. I know I should wait and should be with someone special. The guy that earned the key to my heart was murdered a few months ago. Some of my friends would say I was tripping and still grieving but I'll leave that for another story.

Did I mention, his girl don't like me? We have never spoken to one another but when we pass each other in the halls or when we are in history class. She shoots daggers at me with her eyes. And this was way before her man started trying to flirt and holler at me. But I digress. We are sitting on the couch, watching a movie. We have finished eating, oh yes; I made and watched him cook me a meal. So he licks his lips and pulls me closer to him so that my head rests on his chest. He smells so good. I glance at the clock. I have a hair appointment in a couple of hours. So it's time to get this party started I think to myself.

I slowly began to rub his chest. Then I placed soft sweet kisses on those hard chocolate muscles. I made sure that my tongue flicked his nipple. (It looked good on the porno I watched.) After secretly seeing one another for nearly two months, I thought I had an idea of what he liked.

"I have something for you," his baritone voice softly spoke into my ear.

"What is it?" I anxiously asked.

"It's in my room, I'll go get it" he said as he removed his arm from my shoulder and got up from the couch. 

"I'll join you," I said as I reached my hand out for him to help me up.

 

I lay back onto the bed and closed my eyes. I was debating whether to stay or go. I felt him lie next to me and pull me close. He slowly began to plant kisses on my neck. They were so light that I could barely feel his lips but only his body heat. I felt the tug my shirt. He had begun to kiss my stomach. He freed my titties from my bra. He took his time as he sucked them both at once.

"Sit up!" he commanded in a passion filled voice.

I obliged. I slowly sat up and raised my arms. He removed my shirt and then lodged small kisses on my shoulder. He leaned back and unhooked my bra. My breast flew out. He trailed small kisses down the spine of my back.

"Damn that feels good," I mumbled in a voice even I didn't recognize. 

He sat up so that we were shoulder to shoulder.

"Is this your first time?" he asked as he looked intently at me.

"Yes, I coyly replied then sheepishly looked away.

He placed a finger on my chin, and then guided my face so that we were looking at one another eye to eye. A smile escaped his lips before he said, "You're going to remember me forever."

"Yeah, they say you always remember your first," I replied in an attempt to appear nonchalant.

 

He slowly pushed me back onto the bed and unhurriedly lifts my left leg to rest on his lap. I felt the pressure of his hands as he had begun to untie my shoe laces.

Calm down, Calm down, I told myself as I noted the up-tempo rhythm of my heartbeat. I knew he was taking off my shoes so that he could get my jeans off easier, next will be my panties then the point of no return. I will admit the thought, although exciting and intriguing, was scary. I had heard that it would hurt and read that the pain would only be momentarily. But between us, I don't like nor do I do well with pain.

 

Hold on is he tugging at the waistline of my jeans? Instinctively I raise my hips up and off the bed so that he could release the restricting garment from my ass and thighs. Damn, he took the panties off with them. Is it now or never time? Shit just got real.

 

I sat up on my elbows as I stared at his dick while it disappeared into the condom. He tossed the wrapper in the trash can next to the dresser then turned to look at me. He slowly walked back to bed then let out a growl.

 

He slowly walked towards be with a look on his face that I have never seen before. It was somewhat animalistic. I instantly began to feel my nerves tingle in my stomach. He crawled on top of me and placed his arms around my back and cuffed my body so that I was pressed into his chest. He moved us both closer to headboard. I felt the heat from his manhood as it rested between my thighs. He kissed me softly and slowly. The kiss we shared was so gentle and sweet, but it quickly changed. Our kiss deepens and was replaced with longing. I felt my pussy get wetter and wetter. I rubbed the back of his neck as our tongues intertwined and explored one another.

Oh shit, I thought, when he placed his knee between my legs to part them.

He removed his lips from mine and placed my left hand into his, our fingers locked. He placed his hand on his dick and guided it to my opening. He thrust forward. At first it felt like a pinch, until he plunged again, this time harder. Suddenly water filled my eyes and was followed by a shooting pain.

"Oh... my... God!" I screamed. As I squeezed his hand, He shoved his ten inches of long, hard, stiff dick inside me again, harder, faster and deeper and again. Soon he had rhythm.

"Match my moves," he said as he entered me again.

"How?" I asked through a pain riddled voice.

"When I push in, you rock your hips towards me. When I pull back, you pull back," he said as he reached for my other hand leaving me pinned down.