His office was a large room, paneled with dark mahogany and dimly lit by
one small desk lamp and one tall standing lamp. Dr. Kozlovsky said this was to
provide a calming atmosphere for his patients, but it didn't prevent Hannah
from seeing rats and beetles darting in and out of the shadows cast by his desk,
and the chairs and sofa. No, for her, the atmosphere in his office was not
calming at all. Dr. Kozlovsky was young, probably in his early thirties, always
dressed well as one might imagine a doctor would, and his slightly long black
hair was always a bit ruffled and not slicked back or close cropped in a way
that most doctors wore their hair. He sat with calm poise in a high-backed
chair, just like one you would expect to see a psychiatrist sitting in, and his
piercing blue eyes were always moving about, as if taking in things both seen
and unseen around him. Directly next to the doctor's high-backed chair was a
small round table in which he always seemed to have a glass of red wine there
for him. Hannah personally didn't mind if he drank wine during their sessions,
although she sometimes wondered if the mental burden of listening to peoples
shitty life's dramas day in and day out required the doctor's constant consumption
of wine to keep his wits about him. Hannah sat opposite of Dr. Kozlovsky in a similar, yet smaller chair
and beside her was a fainting couch, slightly raised at one end with no arms or
back, to lie on if she ever was feeling too emotionally distraught, which she
sometimes did. All three pieces of furniture were covered in a very soft, deep
maroon velvet fabric and looked very Victorian-goth. The furniture was
complimented by two large antique mirrors which hung on two different walls of
his office.
"So, tell me, how have you been since our last visit?" Dr. Kozlovsky
inquired. Hannah, stared at the ground and playing with a lock of her hair, only
shrugged in response. Hannah was of average height, with long wavy dark brown
hair that she often swept to the side, and large green almond shaped eyes. She
was a young woman, 25 years of age, and extremely skinny for her height but
with perfect perky breasts and an equally perky behind. Suddenly, Hannah's eyes
widened and began to dart wildly back and forth, as if watching something on
the ground moving very quickly. "Hannah, master your delusions. They only have
power over you if you give them that power." Hannah slowly brought her eyes
back up towards Dr. Kozlovsky, but could still see the beetles in her peripheral
vision, scurrying underneath the desk. "Hannah, how do you think you have
changed since our sessions began?"