Tara Donovan pushed her red
colored plastic framed glasses up on her face, picked up her pen and began to
jot down notes in Professor Morgan's class. Once again the frumpy dressed geeky
girl who would never get noticed sat in the back of the classroom hiding and
hoping he wouldn't call on her. She had a crush on him that was apparent
according to her best friend Becky who was seated beside her. He was older and more
reserved, a man she would feel good with, not the immature jocks that pushed
passed her in the hallway, she also knew he would never pay attention to her.
She just wasn't pretty enough she thought to herself with malice.
If only he could see beyond
those ugly clothes and glasses and for once just see her. Becky poked her with
an elbow. "What's with you?" she whispered harshly. "The professor is calling
you!"
"Miss Donovan, answer the
question please and stop dawdling."
Professor Morgan walked up
the few steps in the classroom balcony where the students were seated then
glared at Tara from the upper rim of his glasses.
Tara was still fumbling
with her books.
"Miss Donovan? Are you here
or not?"
"Oh Professor, I'm sorry, I
didn't realize..."
"I asked you a question,
did you hear me?"
"Tara pressed her hands against
her skirt clearly embarrassed in front of the entire class.
"I'm sorry Professor I was
writing down your notes and didn't realize you had directed the question
towards me."
Professor Morgan grinned in
his handsome way making his features seem all the more alluring and attractive.
If only she was beautiful enough to attract him or knew how to please him.
The bell rang signaling the
end of class. Tara got up from her seat, lifted her books in her arms then
dropped on the floor spilling all the papers within. Becky stopped to help. "Go
on Becky I will catch up."
"Ok I will wait for you by
the cafeteria door."
"Here allow me to help you
with that." Professor Morgan offered, as the rest of the students trampled
passed them; stepping on her papers.
"It's okay, really
Professor, I have it." She shyly offered keeping her gaze at the floor as she continued
to pick up her books.
"What's with you Miss
Donovan, you're an extremely bright woman, you have exceptional grades, you're
not in a sorority house partying, you keep your nose clean, and yet in my class
you freeze up? Is it because you're having trouble? Is there something I can
help you with?"
Tara stood up with her
books still looking down at the floor too afraid to look at him. "No, I'm
actually fine. I guess maybe I have too many classes at the moment. I will do
better tomorrow I promise."
He crooked a finger gently
under her chin forcing her to meet his eyes. "I am always here after class if
you need me for anything."
Tara walked away as her long
skirt dragged against the floor. Her long auburn hair was secured in a ponytail
with a clip and hung down the back of her overly bulky sweater. Professor Morgan
watched her walk through the students in the corridor until she disappeared
around the corner. He thought about all the things he could teach her if she
would just open up. That would have to be another time he thought to himself as
he walked back into his classroom, another time indeed.