Chapter One: Lets Play.

 

 

I am sure that a lot of you out there have experimented at home with lots of different sexual ideas, some have been in the front room some in the bedroom some in the kitchen, some have worked and some have decidedly not worked, but the events in the house where I live have changed me and my life completely.

 

I was so in love with my wife Joyce when we got married back in 1992 when we were a fresh pair of 20 year olds. I still am now but back then, it was all new to me. We would spend a lot of time together as much as possible I always wanted to do everything for her. Even when we were both tired from work, I would make the effort to cook or clean or iron. She kept telling me that I was treating her so well. We lived just outside town in a usual street and when our friends came round they would often comment. My friends were always amazed that a woman as good-looking as Joyce had fallen for me. Her friends were always wishing that they had girlfriends or husbands that were sensitive and caring like me. I guess it was just one of those things.

 

We tried to have children after a few years, but I wasn't up to the job, my sperm count wasn't good and the clinic said that I couldn't probably produce strong enough sperm to make Joyce pregnant, test tube babies were not really something we wanted and so we both decided that any other method and ideas were not for us, so we made a great big decision not to have babies as the risks and problems were just to great.

Our sex life up to then was pretty average as far as the "average" goes, we made love about once a week and extras were the usual birthdays etc, we enjoyed our sex and I thought I was pretty good, both of us had not had many partners before we got married and we experimented the best way we could, trying different positions and toys, I found it easier to make love to her in different positions than the usual on top positions.

 

I thought I was mister average penis size, but when we once watched a porn movie one night as part of our experiments I really did feel as though I had a child's size penis and really not one best suited to a grown man, she had never complained but often wanted me in certain position as she said it felt better inside of her.

 

After we found we couldn't have any babies things started to go quiet in bed and sex between us started to drop off, slowly and not really noticeable at first, but it did.

I noticed this and started to try and kick start the fun by bringing home porn films etc that I could borrow; we would have a few drinks and watch these. Joyce used to get really turned on but after a while I must admit they just didn't do anything for me as all I could see was that the other men in the films were always well endowed and this started to get to me.

Its then that I started to go on the internet and look at different stuff other than straight sex, at first bondage, spanking, then further afield stuff panty fetishes, adult baby's, femdom and also I realised I had a breast fixation, I just couldn't get enough of women's breast's and also stuff like cuckolding and chastity.

 

 

Then, one day, whilst we were lying on the sofa, I rested my head on her lap. I had literally worn myself out all evening and I needed to rest. Joyce had been late home and I had just come back from a real heavy day at work. As she needed to shower and change so I prepared the dinner. We had eaten a lot and drunk half a bottle of wine when I just flaked out, totally exhausted.

 

When I awoke her eyes fixed on mine and we kissed and started to chat about making love, I was so tired though I just wanted to sleep in her lap. When I said this she changed the subject and said that maybe I should start taking vitamins and enhancers to help me with being so tired and lacking in sexual drive, she said she'd seen some articles in one of her magazine and that it had helped in some couples, and in one or two helped the sperm count of the males, she was due at the doctors the next day and she would ask his advice.

I decided there and then that I would just agree, I was very tired, and just wanted to sleep, I felt like I had been drugged and that being compliant was an easy way out.

 

The next night was the same and after tea she produced two bottles of tablets that she said her doctor had recommended to her for me, I knew her Doctor as he was mine as well, a big man in build about 6 foot 2 inch very fit and handsome, young and single everything a 5 foot 8 inch not so fit and married man wasn't! But whenever I went to see him he was always a great help to me and always asked about my family and wife.

 

We cuddled up on the couch again after tea after taking my two tablets and before long I was lying in her lap again. She looked down at me, her large breasts rising and falling as she breathed deeply. I closed my eyes, not to sleep but to rest, for a few seconds. I could have fallen asleep but

I did not want to. As I opened my eyes again, Joyce wrapped

her arms round me and pulled my face to her chest.

 

"Oh! My little baby. Is my baby tired?"

 

It felt so comforting. I cannot tell you whether it was the warmth, her arms wrapped round me or just the soothing voice. I was in heaven. I nodded my head gently to answer her question and kissed her breasts through her blouse. I felt so small in those arms. I closed my eyes once more and felt her hands stroking me. First, I felt her fingers through my hair, then down my neck and slowly onto my chest, paying attention to my nipples. It was wonderful.

 

"Do you like that, my darling?" she asked.

 

I nodded again and opened my eyes. Carefully, she moved her hands and began to undo her blouse. Seeing her shiny satin bra only caused me to become even more excited and her lovely 38D breasts encased within it. Looking into my eyes, she wiggled the straps slowly down her arms, allowing her breasts to show. Instinctively, my mouth sought to suck the nearest nipple. "Oh, my baby!" she cried, and rested her head back on the sofa.

 

I smiled inside at the thought of being her baby thinking about all those stories and pictures and videos I'd seen on the internet about blokes being adult babies. I kissed and sucked tenderly. I wanted her to enjoy the moment with me. I was so excited and I wanted her to be too. Her hand reached down between my legs. My penis pressed hard against her, through my trousers. I knew what she wanted. She had said before that at some point she wanted to make me come while I still had my clothes on. I did not want her to stop. I wanted to make her happy and for once recently I thought I was doing just that!

Her hand moved faster, stroking and caressing me though my pants. She looked down at me as I began moving about, enjoying the feelings, unable to keep still.

 

"Oh, yes my baby! Come for me. Let me make you come."

 

I could see the delight in her eyes. I was so happy. I wanted to come for her. Her other hand pushed at the back of my head, forcing my face deep into her chest, I sucked and slurped upon her nipples as she carried on the warmth of her skin flooded my senses. I couldn't hold back any longer and I shook all over and came into my pants.