Prologue
The time in my life has
finally arrived when I find myself considering revealing the interesting life I
have led. To you, the young people reading these, my tales, I should warn you
that I would now-a-days most assuredly be thought of as an ancient monument to
a time long faded away. To people of my own generation, I would be considered
an aging spinster; most would never believe the domination games and life style
that I have enjoyed throughout my very long life.
I
am, as you will have discovered so far, quite elderly; perhaps even old,
possibly ancient, and most defiantly single. As to my age, there is, was, and
never has been any choice or control over it that I could exert; unlike
throughout every other aspect of my life. As to my single, unmarried status,
well that is entirely a different thing and one that is quite simple really to
explain. Despite pressure being frequently applied on me by certain relatives,
and having had numerous proposals of one sort or another, I simply have never
met a man with the perfect qualities for marriage to me. Finding a submissive
male who would crawl across broken glass just to
please me, is hard enough, though not impossible. Finding one that will allow
me to lead the life of independence I require seemed impossible then. That is
not to say that I did not have a love of my life and I still do, in a young man
called James. With him marriage would not have been appropriate for either of
us and so was never considered or raised as a subject.
It is my intent to regale a few of my more interesting escapades; I like
to think of this as my autobiography, and an opportunity to enlighten everyone
that is interested in domination, concerning my life, and how I both lived it
and used my position to my advantage.
Believe me when I say that there have been a lot of men pass
through my hands, and they all have obtained what they desired in one form or
another, though not always as they might have wished to obtain it. I was never
one to grant the pathetic wishes of a slave! I was and always will be a bitch
queen. The males who sought me out did so knowing this, and as such did not
deserve my sympathy or concern (nor would they want it). I deserve their
adoration and subjected offerings and pathetic service.
Now please remember that all of what follows occurred many years
ago and life for the rich (and my family was quite rich then), was completely
different to life now. Also, I am of an age where I might slightly muddle up a
few simple things, like dates and fashions, etc., so please forgive me if I do.
I sincerely hope you will enjoy what I have to say, tell and even reveal as you
journey with me through my eventful life as a dominatrix.
Of course, you will understand that I being a member of the
aristocracy by birth my father is an Earl, which means
that I have changed various peoples names to protect
them and their families. After all, I would not wish to harm anyone that has
participated in making my life so erotically wonderful and highly fulfilling.
Chapter One
Down
By the Lake, On A Sunny Day In May.
The First World War (a war to end all War's) had ended when I was
still quite young. My family had, by luck, remained relatively unscathed, and
somehow my father had retained most of our staff. George, our junior gardener
(and now our only proper gardener) had avoided being called up to fight because
of his age, and having suffered through rickets in his youth. His son, James,
had also remained in father's employ because he had been born with a club-foot,
and the military of the time did not want him to serve, him being a 'cripple'.
Only the able bodied could be sent to fight and die on the fields of battle, or
so father told me.
***
With the sun high in a summer sky I decided to 'take the air', as
mother would call going out for a walk. I departed from the main house
intending to walk toward the lake and perhaps to circle it, whilst enjoying the
pleasures that peace and tranquillity offered. Following the main path, I saw
George doing something with father's roses, which confirmed exactly where he
would be for the afternoon. Of James, there was no sign, so I would have to be
careful; for you see, I liked to remove my undergarments and walk the pathways,
whilst enjoying and feeling the pleasure of knowing that I am naked beneath my
long skirt something that ladies of breeding should never do, enjoy, or
anything.
Little did I know when I set out how informative this sunny
afternoon would become for a young woman with very little real knowledge of the
opposite sex. Nor did I know then, or even suspect, that I would discover a
world of domination, which would provide me with both a good living and a very
rewarding and healthy sex life.
That day would be the day that changed the course of my life.
That day, I would discover the pleasures to be found in dominating males, and
that day, I would be reborn and set out on a lifetime of subjecting the
willing, and sometimes not so willing. That day I became a dominatrix, though
at the time I had never heard the term, but I would, and I would embrace every
aspect of what it meant.
***
Father had a little boat-house facing out onto the lake, within
which he had a small sail-boat mostly used for fishing from when he had the
time, which was not very often. I was intending to enter into it and there
remove my undergarments and leave them hidden until I returned. I glanced
around and opened the single wooden door only to see a young man standing
upright, with his breaches around his knees and something long thin and pointed
sticking out before him. It was only when I looked closer that I noticed that
his hands were reaching above his head, and he seemed to be struggling. I
entered quietly and without being noticed, he was too engrossed in trying to
free himself.
Clearly the young man was James, George's son, but what was he
doing, I asked myself, with his trousers around his knees? I decided to be
brazen and challenge him, so I walked right up to him and stood in front of
him, and low and behold, the thing protruding out waved at me in a jerky way.
It bounced up and down, whilst James turned bright red in shame and continued
to struggle with the restraining ropes, which I could now clearly see binding
his wrists above his head. The weight attached to the other end of the rope had
got caught, thus securing him. I realised that he had to have fastened himself
in this position, which intrigued and quite excited me.
"My, my, James, you have got yourself into a pickle, would you
like some help getting free?" I asked him, wondering what he might say.
"Oh shit, I mean sorry, Miss; please don't tell anyone you found
me like this!"
"Give me a reason not to James and I will consider it."
"I'll do anything, Miss, anything you say, but please keep this
our secret, please!"
I quite liked the idea of this strapping young man doing anything
I said, I reached out and touched his protruding flesh and to my horror it spat
at me, so I slapped it; it spat some more and reared up again. James groaned
first at the spitting and then at my slapping, clearly he was enjoying the
feeling, so I slapped at it again. He groaned again. It was then that I saw the
twin round things hanging beneath his rod, at this point I had no idea of what
a man looked like, and being inquisitive I had to find out, so I gripped the
twin balls and squeezed them, rolling them around with my fingers. James
groaned again, but he also drew in a sharp breath of pain, so I eased off my
grip and rolled some more.
He apparently liked that much more because his thing spat again
and he wobbled on unsteady legs, whilst groaning and begging me not to stop. Me
being me, I stopped right then, James was clearly enjoying this treatment much
more than he had any right to be and I wanted to teach him a lesson.
"I think what you are doing is very rude of you and you deserve
punishing soundly so it is my intention to thrash you. What do you have to say
to that, James?" I demanded of him. The severity in my tone had a direct effect
on his thing; it stood up more, as though paying attention to what I had said.
James, on the other hand, just nodded, I think the cat had got his tongue or
his mouth was so dry that forming words, even simple words like 'yes Miss or no
Miss' was beyond him just then.
Here, bound before me was a young man, one that clearly deserved
a taste of the strap, and apparently wanted to feel it as well. The sad thing
is that I did not have a strap to thrash him with. When I told him of my
dilemma, he suggested (he could talk again now) that I cut some switches and
thrash him with them. The word birch exploded into my mind. A fearsome
instrument of correction used on only the most errant of culprits, the idea of
birching James's naked bottom certainly appealed to me.
I made him an offer he could not refuse, my silence guaranteed if
he accepted my punishment of him. What choice did he have but accept? None I
reasoned, as did he. So it was that a short while later James and I were
outside cutting some saplings. I watched as he gathered them together knowing
that it was his naked bottom that was going to feel them delivered by my little
hand. I watched in fascination as he stripped the bark of two striplings and
used it to make and bind the bundle of twelve rods together tightly, before
handing me the finished implement. He even suggested that there was a fallen
tree nearby, which he could bend over for my disciplining of him. I, of course,
indicated that he should lead on. We walked a little further around the lake
together; me still holding the newly created birch, him anticipating the pain
that his instrument would inflict upon his bottom.
A short while later, James turned us away from the lake and
entered into the woodland surrounding us; the tree was exactly as he had
described it to me and I agreed with him that it was perfect for the job in
hand. James lowered his trousers once more, and bent over the fallen tree
trunk. I watched as his buttocks rose up, then stepping to one side I held out
my rods of correction, to take aim and then let fly.
The birch whistled eerily through the air before impacting on his
flesh, where the twigs spread out in a fan shape, covering most of his naked
bottom in one stroke. This was going to be most enjoyable, I realised, for me
at least. I decided that his behaviour and my silence would cost him twelve
very hard strokes. I took aim again for the second. When it lashed at his
flesh, I heard a whoof of air expelled from James's
mouth, followed by a gasp of real pain. I almost hesitated to strike again, and
I would probably not have, if he had not wiggled slightly further over the tree
trunk to present me with a more rounded target.
The third stroke really cut the air. It thrashed down with my
entire arm's strength behind it, just at the last second of its flight I
flicked my wrist forward adding even more speed to the whipping birch twigs.
The effect was incredible, the twigs hit and compressed his flesh, what little
was still white instantly coloured to a deep red. His bottom looked like it had
been attacked by a very angry swarm of bees, which I then discovered to be a
very pleasing state of affairs for me at least.
James, when I finally allowed him to stand had his thing poking
out and reared up like a Greek god statuette I had once seen. His hand reached
down and rubbed at his male member, I looked on. He looked at me and said
"Please, miss, I am desperate, I need to..."
At that moment, I did not understand what he needed to do, but I
decided that if it was so important to him then I would let him, and watch and
learn. I nodded saying nothing less I get it wrong. He clasped himself tight
and jerked at his stiff thing, it shortly spat again, but this time he fell to
the ground before me still pumping hard at it, yet more of his stuff ejaculated
across the ground. He fell forward, his nose almost touching my shoe. His head
lifted slightly and he kissed the tip of my leather shoe whilst groaning as
though hurt.
I stepped back slightly shocked that a grown man could so easily
be reduced to such splendid degradation, and all because of his little thing. I
almost laughed at him, but stopped myself as he groaned once more.
"Thank you, miss, thank you so much." His voice sounded forced as
he spoke, as though the words were being spat from his mouth through thick
porridge. His pleasure was evident to me, but exactly what had caused it I did
not then understand.
I knelt next to him, patted
his head lightly and asked, "Are you alright?"
He nodded and again said, "Thank you, miss." His words sent little
sparks of electricity through me. I had somehow caused him this pleasure and I
felt quite pleased with myself, though I would have to learn what I had done
and how I might do it again. For then, James seemed as happy as I was puzzled.
I knew it had something to do with his being tied up and then thrashed, and
finally pulling at himself. What I did not realise
then, was that it mostly had to do with me giving him permission and standing
over him whilst he pulled at his male thing.
I would have to talk to him about exactly what had happened and
he would damn well explain or I would make his life a living hell for him. I
could threaten to tell father what he had been doing if he refused. That should
work, I decided. For now, though I needed to return back to the house and to
the privacy of my room to think because James was not the only one affected in
a 'strange way' by our enlightening interlude. Tomorrow I would seek out James
and tomorrow he would answer my questions, all of them and in detail.