Chapter One
The Diner
Hollywood 1928
The clatter of breaking
glassware masked the sound of the bell's subtle tinkle, but no one could miss
the rush of hot air that swept through the diner the instant the door swung
wide. A big man with a big profile stepped inside then shut the door with an
emphatic bang, rattling the blinds that loosely hung over the steaming window.
A few eyes turned to look, and a few eyes maintained their gaze, curious now.
The new customer wasn't so big in size as he was big in stature, able to
swagger with a certain authority that comes with success and fame and attitude.
Poor Violet Atherton behind the counter, the one responsible
for the noisy clatter of broken dishes, was immediately beside herself having recognized
the gentleman now surveying the scene, his dark, smoldering eyes darting from
here to there in a way that almost gave her the chills. But this was exciting!
Why just last week, she'd seen his picture in the newsreel at the movies. She'd
studied every feature of that distinctive visage so she'd know if she suddenly
found herself in the presence of such greatness. His wasn't a handsome face,
but a powerful one with a prominent nose, thick brows above the deep-set eyes,
and jet black hair combed back from his scalp in an authoritative, no-nonsense
way. While there was an earnest but grim presence about him that some would
find unwelcoming, women were known to cling to him like the baubles they wore
for decoration. Somewhere amidst the daring intensity of his bold and solemn
exterior, a twinkle of mirth could light his eyes and, when it befit his need,
he could easily seduce even a reluctant female with a dashing display of charm.
In Violet, Lionel Rains stirred visions as immense as the world in which he
lived, along with a certain degree of lust, which was quickly suppressed amid
the other emotions rankling through her now.
Standing frozen in place, Violet was unable to move, shaking
so fiercely she thought she could hear her bones rattle. She had been a bundle
of nerves all day-a premonition of this very moment, she guessed, having felt
quite sure that it was only a matter of time before she came so close to a man
so powerful. On any other day she would have known this was good fortune
shining down on her. But at a moment crucial to her very survival in this
cold-hearted town, there she stood with a mess of spaghetti spilled down the
front of her pink uniform and a pile of broken glass at her feet. Her hair was
disheveled and her face lacked the kind of confidence she needed for such a
momentous happening. To think she was so careful every morning to look her best
because you just never knew who might cross your path. Was this fate giving her
a cruel test, or was she just plain unlucky?
"Hey Vi! Get on that mess, will ya!"
Jimmy shouted from the kitchen.
She hardly heard that shout and called back absently, "Yeah
right, Jimmy." At that very moment her eyes were locked on those of their
famous customer and she couldn't deflect her attention until his eyes drifted
elsewhere.
"Vi, you okay?" the redhead Rosie bumped against her hip while
carrying a load of dirty plates. "Honey, someone's gonna
trip if you don't take care of that," she shot her an annoyed glance and moved
on.
Violet looked down at her feet, and finally coming back to
life, she scurried to find the dustpan and broom. She swept the broken glass
away, then mopped the floor with an old dish rag. Her breath was short and her
poor heart raced so fast she thought it would run right out the door. When she
finally popped back up, she stood not more than two feet from the famous movie
director Mr. Lionel Rains, who was now sitting at the counter directly
opposite, reading the morning paper. A cloud of cigarette smoke circled his
head and slowly rose toward the ceiling fan that loped above.
Frozen again with fear, Violet's leaden feet refused to move
until Mr. Rains at last peered over the paper and asked: "You suppose I could
get a cup of coffee?"
"Oh, yes sir, right away!" She practically flew to the
coffeemaker, grabbed the carafe and returned with a cup and saucer, pouring
with more efficiency and poise than she had shown since the man appeared. "It's
a fresh pot, made it just a few minutes ago," she flashed him a sunny grin.
He only nodded in reply, then he returned to his LA Times and continued reading.
Violet moved on to her other customers at the lunch counter,
taking orders and filling others, keeping quite busy until she returned to
Lionel Rains ten minutes later.
"Anything else for you, sir?" she asked in her timid voice,
afraid to interrupt his reverie. With the newspaper set aside, his elbows now
rested casually on the counter, and he looked to be deep in thought. The smoke
from a fresh cigarette curled before him like a ghostly waif, its ash trickling
down to the ashtray beneath. His dark eyes seemed to burn from within, and
another chill of excitement raced through Violet's veins.
He peered up at her. "How about your name, doll?"
Violet jerked, startled. "My name?"
"Every pretty girl has a name, hum?"
"Oh, my," she blushed bashfully and cocked her head. "Violet.
Violet Atherton."
"So, Miss Violet Atherton, you just here to wait tables or do
you have something bigger in mind to do with your life?"
She could hardly believe that he was asking her such a
question. "Oh, sir, I am an actress, and I'm here to make my fortune in the
movies," she proudly answered. She'd rehearsed the line a thousand times, no,
make that a million times, since she climbed aboard the bus in Clarksville
Indiana and headed west. All that rehearsal must have done the trick because
she'd not twisted a single word or stumbled over that small phrase, not even
once. She even managed to add a saucy smile to punctuate the line with a steady
confidence she knew would be necessary in her adopted world.
"The movies, eh?" Mr. Rains returned. A bit of amusement
briefly lit up his stern exterior. For the next few seconds he examined the
pretty blonde as if he were sizing up his next Rolls: the untarnished face, sculpted
features, high cheek bones and her bow like mouth. Perhaps she was a little
thin, but wasn't that the style these days? he would be thinking. He was a man
who'd seen it all, some better and prettier than Miss Violet Atherton, but none
of the others had her violet eyes-not that her eye color would matter in the
movies, since he only worked in black and white and doing feature films in
color was still a few years off. Ah, but those eyes-they were hard for any man
to forget, even a powerful one like Lionel Rains. The curious violet color was
almost mesmerizing, especially on a female with such fair skin. It was likely
that the director stayed in the diner for a second cup of coffee and a second
smoke just to get another look. Finally, he managed a real smile. "You're
pretty as a picture, Miss Atherton."
"Oh, why thank you, Mister Rains!" Violet came gushing back.
Another blush brightened her face and she could hardly contain her excitement.
Meanwhile, her admirer shifted in his seat, turning sideways and
leaning against one elbow while flicking ashes from his cigarette into the
ashtray. His dark eyes didn't waver for an instant. "So, you know who I am," he
went on.
"Oh, everyone knows who are, Mister Rains," she said.
He gave her a knowing glance. "I see. And I'll bet you're
thinking if you look at me all coy and sweet like you are now, I'll put you in
the movies. Right?"
Violet blushed again, while the rest of her felt as though it
might rise right into the air with elation.
"Sad to say, but pretty girls like you are a dime a dozen in
this town."
"Maybe so, Mister Rains, but I know I'm a special one." Maybe
she was taking a chance. Perhaps she was being too bold. But how else would she
get noticed if she didn't speak up.
Lionel finally cleared his throat and took his last swig of
coffee. "Well, doll, not wanting to disappoint, what I really need from you
right now is a ham and cheese on rye, a little sauerkraut and mustard. You
think you could get that?"
"Oh, yes, sir," she beamed. Buoyed by her first real contact
with a Hollywood bigwig, she went right to work on his ham and cheese on rye.
She was glad that she could make it herself, since she thought that Jimmy did a
pretty slipshod job, especially when he was rushed. Lately, he'd been so busy
at the grill, the girls had been making the sandwiches themselves, and doing a
much better job. When Lionel was halfway finished, Rosie took her place behind
the counter, insisting that Violet take her break. When she finally returned,
Mr. Rains' stool was occupied by a middle-aged woman in a green cloth coat, and
a crabby youngster tugging on her arm.
Mr. Lionel Rains returned
to the diner twice that week, and then again several times the next week and
the week that followed. Every time the same. Two cigarettes, two cups of coffee
about 11 am, then a ham and
cheese on rye just before he left. Every day Violet waited on him at the lunch
counter, always with a sunny smile and bright fresh face. She wouldn't repeat her mistake of that first
day; never would she look like an overworked waitress with disheveled hair, a
frazzled spirit and spaghetti on her uniform.
After all, Violet was in Hollywood not to wait tables but to
make her fortune in the movies. She'd been dreaming of this since she bought
her first ticket to the movie house at home, where she'd watched from the third
row with her eyes fixed on the enormous screen. She'd clutched her hands to her
face, biting her nails down to the quick as the heroine in peril was chased by
the villainous rogue. After the final scene, when the lights went up, she sat
in her seat for nearly an hour, too amazed to move, until the usher finally
tapped her on the shoulder and suggested it was time to leave.
At that time, she was just thirteen-a precocious and
starry-eyed thirteen-with enormous dreams that reached far beyond anything she
could understand. She came from a place so unsophisticated that she might have
been the very first person in her small town to imagine themselves as a star on
the silver screen. However, while Violet's dreams came to life inside her mind,
she nurtured them in secret. She scraped money together for Saturday matinees,
and every Saturday would sit dreamy-eyed, staring at pretty heroines and the
handsome princes that defended, loved and wooed them. She imagined herself on
the movie screen as a gutsy adventuress, the pretty femme fatale or the
mysterious foreign correspondent. In her fantasy life, leading men flocked to
her door and all of Hollywood listened to her every word. She kept her private
dreams so close to her heart, that everyone in town was a bit taken aback when,
a year to the day after graduation from high school, Violet Atherton hopped
aboard a bus for LA to pursue her golden dream.
She never questioned the soundness of her plan-not even when
everything in Hollywood cost twice as much as it did back home, or when her
scant wages made her to move from a studio apartment into a tiny room for rent,
or when the doors of talent agents and movie studios were slammed in her face
enough for her to feel battered and bruised. Still, her plucky spirit refused
to be defeated.
After three weeks serving Lionel Rains coffee and his ham on
rye, Violet had no illusions that he would put her in his movies. Since his
first day in the diner, their brief exchanges had settled into a predictable
pattern, one that Mr. Rains had little interest in changing. By the end of the
third week, Violet could only assume that his Friday appearance would take on
the character of all his previous visits. Little did the aspiring actress
realize that, on that very day, her golden dream would finally conjure up
enough gold dust to give it hope.
Just as she did every other day, Violet served him coffee as
he read his paper and smoked his cigarettes, then brought him his ham sandwich
just before noon-he didn't even have to ask for it. When he got up from his
stool a little earlier than normal, he left half his sandwich on his plate and
headed for the door. Violet was already on her way to the kitchen with a
handful of dirty dishes when she heard her name above the chatter in the diner.
"Miss Atherton." He probably said it at least twice before she turned around
and saw him nodding her his way. Quickly dispensing with the dishes, she wiped
her hands on a towel and made her way through the crowded tables. Customers
glanced in her direction as she passed by, then watched as Lionel pressed a
generous tip against her palm. However, what he said when he leaned down to
speak, no one heard but Violet. "I sense you're serious about your acting
career."
"Oh, yes sir, I am!" she said, trying hard to contain her
excitement.
"Then you'll be at my house this evening, eight sharp, the
address is on the card, plus there's a little extra for your cab fare. We'll do
a screen test, see how this lovely face translates into moving pictures."
"Oh, Mister Rains, thank you!" She was practically in tears,
about to shout for joy, until she caught Rosie's disapproving eye.
"Just remember, this isn't a business where fresh-faced
innocents get breaks. Act like you know what you're doing." His voice carried
with it a gravitas that made her entire body vibrate in the most amazing way.
If he said much more, she was certain that she would simply fly away should she
have stepped out into a strong breeze.
"Oh, yes sir," as she watched him leave. I know what I'm doing, I've been practicing for years. Just wait till
you see me... but he was already out the door before she could assure him
that she wouldn't be a disappointment.