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Confessions Of An Online Male Prostitute
(Peter Klein)

Chapter 1



      They say prostitution is the world's oldest profession but it is also one that constantly reinvents it's self to the changing times. With the growth of home computers, video cameras and the Internet, a totally new form of prostitution has emerged, one that allows both the prostitute and the John/Mary anonymous sex, free from most of the dangers inherent on the street. Of course this form of prostitution does have its downsides. Without any physical contact between the prostitute and the John or Mary, any actual sex is limited to masturbation by either or both the prostitute and the viewing customer. Still, for many who pay for the services of the online prostitute, this can be much better than masturbating to photos in a magazine or while watching a pornographic video. At least when turning to an online prostitute, two-way communication can be had via text messages or sound.

      I think it is clear why some (actually many) people, both men and women, will turn their computers on to be turned on by an online prostitute. Being anonymous is a great draw. No worry of being exposed (figuratively and literally). No need to travel to the more dangerous areas of cities big enough to find a prostitute. The Internet is always there, 24/7/365. For the John or Mary, no need to worry that the prostitute might turn you down because you are too fat, too thin, too old or just plan ugly.

      For the online prostitute, the advantages are also many. As it is with those who patronize the online prostitute, there is no worry about the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases. Except for the possibility of family, friends or neighbors coming across their Web page, they like their clientele can remain anonymous. Though the money is seldom as good as can be made in person to person encounters, it can provide a second income without leaving the home. For some, perhaps for many, it is just the thrill of having some exhibitionist fun.

      For me, it was the last two that drew me to it - a little extra cash and having some exhibitionist fun.



      First, I should explain that because I am a guy, I recognized that as a guy I would be somewhat limited in the amount of money I could make because if I were to satisfy my customers I would be expected to satisfy myself. There is just no way a guy can fake an orgasm as woman can. Once I came, my customer/customers would lose interest and it would take some time before I could work up to another erection. I also realized that though I consider myself straight, a majority of my customers would be gay men. This did not trouble me because even though I do not consider myself gay, I have had a couple of experiences with men and don't have a problem with the idea of having sex with another man.

      I mean, think about it. Really think, I mean. Once you can get past the prudery of the mind and let the body be your guide, sex is pretty much sex whether it be with the opposite or same sex. What difference does it make to the body if the lips are those of the opposite or same sex? What difference does it make if the lips and tongue of your partner are the same or opposite sex when they touch your most private parts?

      I know. I know. You are wondering about anal sex. But you must know there are a number of heterosexual partners, including those who are married, who do indulge in some anal sex. A few women like to be fucked in the ass and there is often some licking of each others anus. I have no idea what the numbers might be but I do know some women will finger fuck their male partner and even some who will use a dildo to do the job. The anus is very sensitive and can provide a surprising amount of pleasure provided some care is exercised. Check this out on your own if you doubt me. You might be pleasurably surprised enough to ask your wife or girl friend to fuck you.

      Now before I tell you about my experiences as a male, online prostitute, let me tell you some of what led up to it.

      I am not a kid. I won't say just how old I am but let me just say I have been married for a number of years and have fathered a couple of children. As I already told you, when I was young and before I got married, I did have a few sexual experiences with other young men. Back in those days, these experiences were often the result of being a little drunk and sexually frustrated from not having a girl for awhile. As the expression goes, I was horny and masturbation was not relieving the frustration. Sex with another guy seemed like a good substitute when for a variety of reasons I wasn't getting any from a girl.

      

      After I married, I was true blue with my wife and never cheated. I enjoyed a good sex life with her for many years before her interest in sex waned while mine didn't. I regressed so to speak to my younger years in the sense that I returned to masturbating to fill in the void. As masturbation became my prime source of sexual pleasure, I began to remember the pleasures, few as they were, when having sex with other men. Gradually, the sexual fantasies indulged in while masturbating moved from thinking about hot, young women to men. This was easy and natural, I think, because the preferred form of masturbating was to use my own saliva to give myself a blow job with my hand.

      Pregnant pause here. There are very few men who would turn down a woman who wanted to give them a blow job. Just the idea that a woman would be willing to do that can cause most men to have an erection. There are some men who would swear up and down they are straight but who wouldn't prevent another man from blowing them so long as they weren't expected to return the favor.

      So as I was saying, the hand job blow job became my favorite way to masturbate and since this resulted in me remembering those few times I sixty-nined with another man, I would usually suck my thumb while giving myself a hand job blow job. As my pleasure increased, I would suck my thumb as deep into my mouth as I could, I would find myself wishing there was something larger, warmer and more juicy in my mouth.

      As I became more comfortable and accustomed to fantasizing gay sex, I began to wonder if I might actually be willing to do it, should the opportunity arise. This caused me to ask myself if the guy I might meet wanted to fuck me, would I let him? Blow jobs? Probably yes. Anal sex? I couldn't answer because I had never done that. In fact, I had turned one guy down who did want to fuck me.

      Another pregnant pause. I think one of the strangest things about sex is how we all know we can hurt someone who asks to have sex with us but when we turn them down, it's personal. The person who does the asking has opened themselves up and feels rejection when they are turned down. They wonder, "What's wrong with me?" I know how I felt when my advances toward my wife were rejected so many times that I stopped asking. It hurts.

      

      With my experiences of being rejected and knowing what I felt, I decided I didn't want to find myself in a position where I might find a guy who wanted to have sex with me and then rejected him because he wanted to fuck me. I wasn't giving any thought to how I might react if he wanted me to fuck him. I simply thought I would cross that bridge when it came. But to be fucked, that was another thing altogether. This, naturally led me to do more experiments.

      The simplest way to experiment with getting fucked is to get some lubricant, use the index finger and coat the entrance to the anus. I recommend you keep your nails cut short and when preparing to push in, keep the pad of your finger up. In this fashion, you can use your index finger as a tongue substitute while you draw it across the anus opening. Then when you start to push in and explore, the pad of your finger tip can be used to massage the prostrate gland, the most likely source for pleasure during anal sex.

      The main recommendation I would make is to relax. You don't want to just jab at yourself. You want to take your time, feel around, explore a place you never explored before. Your first surprise should be discovering that your sphincter muscle (round muscles at the anus that normally keeps it closed) isn't all that difficult to push past and once past will actually act to pull you finger in. Once in the rectum, you'll likely be surprised by the sensations.

      What sensations? The main sensation one usually experience is one of relaxation. Having my finger in me puts me in a dreamy state. This is usually followed by me massaging the upper inside of the rectum to include the prostrate gland. Some call this gland a man's G-spot.

      Don't expect to get an erection. If you had one before pushing your finger in, it will probably be gone shortly after you enter. But here is the odd thing. There is a sexual pleasure and you might find your penis will dribble some pre cum, especially if you find yourself wanting to be fucked and this desire causes you to starting fucking yourself with your finger.

      I guess you could say this is where you have crossed the taboo bridge and say, "What the hell" or "What the fuck. I might as well do something."

      

      When I'm finger fucking myself, I heighten the pleasure in two different ways. One way is to let my placid penis rest on my abdomen and stroke/massage with my wrist as it moves up and down by the action of my finger fucking me. The other way, and to me this is the better way, is to have the head of the penis rest on my balls. In this fashion, me banging me result in the head of the penis getting hit every time I push in. Believe it or not, this can be maddingly pleasurable and sometime result in an orgasm even though the penis is placid. The hot cum squirts out and bathes my anus and hand with its warmth.

      When I don't cum as a result of the finger fuck and my arm is too tired to continue the action, I will usually be so desirous of coming that I'll switch to masturbating in the tried and true way.

      If you do try finger fucking and are comfortable with it, and want to experiment further, the next step is to try out a dildo on yourself. If you do, here you enter the world of choice. Like Goldilocks, who want something not too big, not too small but just right. You might buy one, look at it and wonder, "Will this really go into me? Will it hurt?"

      Lubrication is the key, along with taking it slow. As its tip presses against your anus, you might think this will never go in. But a gentle pressure will succeed and just as happened with your finger, your sphincter muscle will switch gears and pull it in. Take your time. Don't hurt yourself. Don't push it in any further than you feel comfortable. After a period of time of becoming familiar with the dildo and if the dildo you purchased comes equipped with artificial testicles, you might surprise yourself one day when you realize those artificial balls are touching your ass! What you first thought was too big to enter, has now found its way all the way in!

      Which is better? The finger or the dildo? I guess it's a personal choice and might depend on your mood. I find the finger works well enough and I think this is because I prefer something human in me, as opposed to something artificial. This human versus artificial situation could lead you, as it did me, to want to find a man who would put the real thing in me. But before I was up to that, I decided to see what my reaction might be when looking at naked men on the Internet. Would they turn me on?