EXTRACT FOR
Carolyn's New Life
(David Monroe)

Carolyn thought back on her old life now as she gazed across the mostly empty beach through the window of her favorite balcony of her condo. Where she was now and the oddly winding route she had taken to get there was curious and incredible to her, to say the least. From her restrictive and dreadfully overbearing childhood, she still had a hard time when her mind wandered to believe what she had now and how she lived was actually real. After many years of wondering about sex and never daring to test the waters, so to speak, based on how she had been brought up, Carolyn had been thoroughly enjoying flitting from one lover to another, wanting to experience everything she could after a lifetime of just sitting on the sidelines and wondering what it was all about.

She had not really entered into her sexual awakening until after she was out of college, even though from her incredible sexuality and allure, she had certainly had more than her share of opportunities to shed her virginity. It was not until she was out on her own and in the first step of her career that she completely shed the protective shell that her parents had given her. And it had been, she saw now, a huge overreaction to being shielded from sex for so long, but damn, it sure had been fun. In her awakening, she had seduced and let herself be seduced by lots of men as she played the field, learning all she could about what she had been denying herself for so long. But it was not until she met Amanda that everything had changed for her.

In a slightly drunken stupor one night, she had met and been seduced by the stunning and enigmatic Amanda Jergens who had introduced her to sex with another woman. She and Amanda entered into a relationship that was at times extraordinarily sensual and left Carolyn completely wrung out sexually to anger and frustration when things went badly and then parted their ways. But it had not taken, and they were, it seemed, destined to be together despite the bumps in the road. However, that was now all over and behind her, as Carolyn had abandoned what she was sure was going to be a sole attraction to women.

But then Richard Adams came into her life and though that relationship had taken way more years to evolve and manifest, Carolyn knew he was just the person she had been waiting her whole life for. She stepped through the balcony door and moved outside as she was waiting for Rich to return from a business trip as the sun was just breaking over the horizon and illuminating her bare skin as her thin, lacy negligee blew in a breeze that had suddenly sprung up, exposing her full breasts. Her nipples stiffened in the cool wind as it came off the water and her hand moved below as she inserted two fingers and began to masturbate, her mind conjuring up images of Rich taking her first gently and slowly and then in a more animalistic and urgent style that they both loved.