Chapter One
It started with Maria, but Mona made it
happen.
Maria is a slave driver, a beautiful queen
who uses men for her own pleasure. She knows everything about sex, but I
sometimes wonder if she knows anything about love.
Mona was a slave. She was an expert too,
when it was time for sex, but Mona's specialty was love.
Maria can, and will, string a man up like a
side of meat and spend the whole day finding new and better ways to drive him
to the edge of insanity with her gentle fingers and probing tongue. She
delights in keeping her victim hovering on the edge of orgasm, aching for a
release he can never attain until Maria allows it.
She uses men for her pleasure, and if the
man gets any pleasure from it that's his good luck. Jim likes it that way, and
for Jim I guess Maria is the right woman.
Mona was different. She could tease a man
to the edge of insanity too, but she did it so his release, when she allowed
it, would be more complete and satisfying. To Mona, her own pleasure was
incidental. Anything that pleased her -- man and I mean anything -- pleased
Mona. She was my woman, and I'll never want another.
There were others, of course, and I wanted
them at the time. There were even a few before I came to Bayono,
but they don't count. Once you've known a Bayono
woman, any other is about as interesting as a friendly puppy.
Linda was like that. Just a nice healthy
girl out for a bit of a thrill, and if I'd stuck with her none of this would
have happened.
If I'd stuck with Linda I would never have
heard of Bayono. I would have settled in a shack on
the beach and stayed there a while, and I might even have got a job there.
Funny thing about that. There was a time I
keep telling myself when I could actually consider
going back to Cleveland and marrying a Cleveland girl and living the way people
live in Cleveland.
If I'd stuck with Linda I would probably
have done that and I wouldn't have known any better. But on the other hand if
I'd stuck with Linda I would never have met Mona, and that's the important
part. I've got mixed feelings about that.
I can't honestly wish that I'd never met
Mona because she meant too much to me. Having known her I can't imagine living
the past couple of years without knowing her. It wouldn't have been worth
while.
But I can, and do, wish that Mona had never
met me.
***
It started in a bar in Hawaii, a touristy
kind of place with potted palms along the walls and tropical fruit on the
tables. Linda was on vacation and looking for excitement, and I guess she
figured I looked like excitement. We'd met on the plane that brought us both to
the islands, a few days before.
I was on vacation too, but I didn't have to
settle for two weeks. My parents had been killed together by a well-insured
driver, and I was planning to spend a few thousand of the insurance money on
six months of dissipation. Nothing spectacular I was just going to rent a shack
on the beach where I could relax and take it easy, and maybe make a few
decisions.
But I wasn't into the shack yet. Linda and
I hit it off well on the plane, and we were doing even better since we landed.
She was staying at a cheap hotel and I took a room at the same place for the
two weeks she would spend on the islands. I could be a tourist for that long,
if it kept Linda happy and cooperative.
Maria was working when we met, but I didn't
know that. She was working at meeting me, and when Maria wants to meet a man
she knows how to go about it.
I thought it was an accident that she
knocked my phone off the table as she brushed past and I'll always remember,
even now, the way she dropped to her knees to pick it up and the way she looked
at me as she apologized. That's one of the things they teach at Bayono, of course, and I'm used to it now. It still turns
me on and that was the first time I saw it. It made me feel like a cross
between King Kong and the Sheik of Araby.
Linda didn't notice anything special and
neither did anyone else at the bar. Even I didn't know what was happening at
the time. I know now though that Maria committed psychological rape on me
before she stopped to introduce herself, and that she did it so subtly that she
was the only person there who knew what was happening.
Anyway, Linda and I went surfing the next
day and that was the last I saw of her. Not that she wasn't worth seeing she
was well built and she was very much alive and I liked her but Maria wanted me
and when Maria wants a man any other woman might as well go home.
Maybe I should tell you a bit more about
Maria but it's kind of hard to tell you what she looks like in street clothes
because you wouldn't notice her in street clothes unless she wanted you to. If
she wanted you to notice her, you wouldn't notice the street clothes.
She's a brunette, about average height and
with a good average build. So what? She dresses well, but she's not spectacular
and you probably wouldn't notice her clothes unless you were a fashion
designer.
I guess the most important things about her
are her strength and the way she moves with the silent grace of a cat or a really good jazz dancer. She works with her body but she
doesn't do much that would strike you as sexy, unless it was aimed at you. If
she wants to, she can get you mildly interested or frantically horny just by
looking at you. She did better than that when she picked up my phone.
There was no flutter or fuss to it the
whole thing was as simple as a classic ballet. About as well rehearsed too, as
I learned later.
She dropped to both knees immediately in a
smooth motion that would have bruised her knees if her legs weren't strong
enough to stop her at the last moment. Then she bent and sort of curled up over
the phone while she lifted it with both hands.
She straightened her body and, still on her
knees, she raised the phone to me. She kept her face down and sort of looked at
me out of the top of her eyes for a second, then she looked down again while
she apologized.
The phone wasn't damaged and normally I
would have been embarrassed to let a woman make a fuss over it, but Maria did
it so quickly and so gracefully that it seemed right. And it turned me on,
which is exactly what Maria planned to do. When she picked up that phone I
wasn't thinking of a woman who had knocked something off a table in a bar, I
was thinking of a slave-girl who had made a mistake and was afraid of being
punished for it. That sounds ridiculous and I wouldn't have
couldn't have put my feelings into words at the time. I didn't recognize
it then, but that's what it was and it was that way because Maria wanted me to
feel that way.
We've talked a lot about this sort of thing
at Bayono, in bull sessions. Jim argues that Maria's
movements are attractive because they make a man think of slave-girls and male
superiority, and both those ideas have an obvious attraction to any man whether
he admits it or not. Maria says the movements and the attitudes themselves are
graceful and attractive, and that slave girls originally began to use them
because they had to be attractive to their masters. I don't worry about the
philosophy and I know is that it turns me on, if it's done properly, and it
does the same for any other man. When Maria picked up that phone, I knew that I
would rather spend my time with Maria than with Linda.
Maria made it easy for me. I told her the
phone was all right but she wouldn't take my word for it. She said that if
there was any damage she would pay for it and she insisted that we meet the
next morning to take it to a shop and get it checked out. I didn't care about
the phone but by then if Maria had wanted a date for a suicide pact I'd have
gone with her.
We went to the shop the next morning and I
kept my date for surfing with Linda in the afternoon. But I took Maria to
dinner that night, and somehow I never had time to take Linda out after that.
I'm no sex maniac but I'm not exactly a
eunuch either. Normally I wouldn't waste a couple of weeks on a woman without
getting anything for my trouble, but I did with Maria.
We went surfing or swimming together every
day. We took tours together. We ate together and we drank together. We danced,
walked and took taxis. We talked about just about everything under the sun, but
I never got a chance to touch her. This was no platonic friendship I was hot and panting nearly all the time I was with her
but I was completely under her control.
I've met girls who did that before and I
called them teases and forgot about them in a hurry. Maria was a tease, but she knew enough about teasing that I couldn't
forget about her. And at the same time I wasn't sure she was teasing, because
she didn't do anything that I recognized as a sexual tease. She struck me as a
pure and innocent (hah!) young woman who just didn't realize that she was
driving me up the wall every time she moved.
I found out later that she was testing me
then. She has a good thing going at Bayono, and she
doesn't take any chances on a mistake that might wreck it. Nobody goes to work
there until Maria has checked them out, and is satisfied.
She has to recruit
the men herself anyway, because I doubt that she would get the ones she wants
to work at Bayono any other way. I know I would never
have taken the job if say Jim had offered it to me. I probably wouldn't have
taken it when Maria offered it, if she hadn't shown me first what she was
talking about. But that was two weeks later.
Maria liked walking and I didn't mind and
we did a lot of it during those two weeks. We'd take a bus or a taxi out past
the edge of town and then just start walking along the beach or down a back
road or anywhere. The last time, we went right across the island on the bus
because Maria said a friend of her boss' had a beach house he said she could
use, and she wanted to see it. It was a small place, she said, mostly open
patios and half-covered decks, built on a rock overlooking the sea with about
twenty acres of private land around it. Not a palace, but a very nice place.
She managed to get us both lost while she
was looking for it though, and the way we went it turned out to be a ten-mile
walk through soft sand after we got off the bus. The walk didn't bother Maria
much but it knocked me out, and I was dead-beat when we finally climbed up to
the patio.
I flopped on a lounge one of those web
plastic things to recuperate while Maria opened the door and went inside to
explore. The sun was nice and I was tired so I just sat and watched the waves
and waited. The house was behind me and Maria moves so quietly you can never
hear her coming anyway, and this time she was right beside me before she spoke.
She had been wearing a light skirt and
blouse when we left town and she looked good in it, but she didn't turn any
heads on the street. She'd never knelt before me since the time she knocked my
phone off the table and when we talked she talked more like a sister than like
a woman, if you know what I mean. So it was a shock as I lay in the sun and
watched the sea and listened to the waves, to hear what I call her 'bedroom
voice.'
"Your drink, master." the tone of voice
alone was enough to convince me that some houri out of the Arabian Nights had
mistaken me for Abdul the Magnificent, but that wasn't all.
Maria was kneeling beside the lounge, about
even with my waist. Her head was bowed so I couldn't see her face but she held
her body straight up and down. She was dressed in a two-piece black outfit that
covered everything that should be covered, but I could see the shape of
everything but the pores of her skin through it.
The top was a tight halter and the bottom
was a sort of skirt that came down to her knees, but there were no sides to it
and it dropped between her legs, leaving her thighs bare, as she knelt. In her
hands she held a small wooden tray with one glass of beer on it.
I wasn't even sure it was Maria at first
and I hesitated before I reached for the glass. After a second she looked up
and smiled at me.
"Take it Bill," she said. I'm going to show
you something.
I took the drink and she put the tray under
the lounge, out of my sight, then she settled back,\ with her hands behind her.
She looked at me sometimes as she talked, but mostly she hung her head and
looked at the ground.
"We've been going out for nearly two weeks
now," she said, "and I haven't even let you kiss me. I've been teasing you, but
I was also testing you all that time. This is to make up for the teasing, so
relax and enjoy it.
"At least," she looked up and smiled, "I'll
show you that I'm not frigid!"
I wasn't wearing much just sandals and
jeans and a t-shirt but she took her time about getting them off. The sandals
came first.
She knelt at the foot of the lounge and
picked up my foot. Her hand started about halfway up my calf and stroked gently
down to release the heel strap and remove one sandal, then the other.
I had to put down my drink and sit up while
she took off my T shirt, and while I was up she dropped the back of the lounge
flat. Then she sat down and laid my head on her lap before she gave me my
drink.
"A lot of women think sex comes naturally,"
she said as she stroked my head, "and some of it does. But the natural part of
sex doesn't satisfy anything but the physical urge.
"If a woman really wants to please a man
she can do a lot better than that. She can build a dream-world for him, and if
she does it well enough he will never want to leave it. He can't live in it all
the time, of course, and no single woman could provide it all the time but one
woman can provide as much of a dream world as any man needs and if she's smart
she will provide it whenever he needs it. Any woman worth her salt knows more
about what a man needs than he does.
I was in a dream world myself, by then. I'd
got the predictably horny ideas when I first saw her kneeling beside me and I'd
got more than ideas when he began to undress me, but now I was beginning to
relax. I was drifting in a sea of care and tenderness, with Maria's soft voice
coming from somewhere in the distance.
"A woman has to know how to manage a man,"
she said. "You wouldn't be lying here now, for instance, if we'd come straight
from the bus. You'd have been trying to paw me, like you usually do, and you'd
have been wondering why you weren't getting anywhere.
"I didn't get lost on the beach I just
brought you the long way round so you would be tired enough to want to relax by
the time we got here."
I don't know whether I'd have been willing
to lie there or not if I hadn't been tired, but I've learned since that Maria
knows more than I do about things like that. What she doesn't know about men
and their reactions isn't worth knowing.
My glass was empty and she took it from me.
Then she lifted my head and stood up. She pulled me to my feet beside the
lounge.
"Now I'll show you what I mean," she said.
She dropped to her knees in front of me,
her head bowed. She was so close to me that her hands were almost above her
head as she unbuckled my belt and unzipped my fly.
Her hands were a long caress as she pulled
my jeans down to my ankles, then lifted my feet out of them. She slid her hands
up the outsides of my legs, barely brushing the hairs, then gently held my
buttocks as she looked up at me with a half-pleading, half-frightened
expression.
Then she gently pressed her cheek against
the front of my shorts before she settled back and drew them down with the same
long caress she had used to remove my jeans. I was naked and violently aroused
but I still hadn't touched her, and I didn't then.
Gently and with a sort of reverence she
kissed the tip of my cock before she settled back onto her heels, hands clasped
behind her, to look again into my face. She had to look almost straight up, and
her breasts strained against the thin cloth of her halter.
"You've had girls before Bill," she said. "I
know you have your own ideas about how to do it. But please let me lead now I
want to show you something different."
She rose to her feet, with the grace and
ease of a professional dancer, and gently took my hand. I stood, and she led me
into what looked like an over-size shower stall, with a low, slatted wood
table. With a hand-spray of warm water she wet my body, then pushed me over to
lie face-down on the table. Her light halter stuck even tighter to her breasts
when it was wet.
The table was long enough for me to stretch
out full-length, face down, with my hands over my head while my cock and balls
hung comfortably through a hole in the middle of it. Maria sprinkled me gently
with warm water.
"This is called a sand-bath," she said as
she knelt beside me. "I think they probably began with the Pharaohs of Egypt.
You need someone to scrub you though, so you won't see it very often around
here.
She picked up a handful of coarse sand from
a basin beside her and started at my feet, scrubbing them gently, one at a
time. The sand she spilled dropped through the slats of the table to the floor
below.
"I don't like soap," she said as she worked
her way up my legs. "it gets off some of the dirt but it leaves a layer of scum
behind. Most people get used to the scum, but they're not really
clean.
"And it's the layer of dead skin on top
that makes you feel dirty anyway. The top layer of your skin is always dying
but it's protected by your clothes and there's nothing to scrub it off, so it
just collects there."
She was working on my back now, with long
forceful strokes. I could feel the sand cutting through the accumulated sweat
and dead skin of my back. but the scrubbing was actually very
gentle. Maria rinsed me with a spray of warm water before she rolled me over.
"You need soap for some things" she said as
she squirted shampoo around my balls. "You can't clean hair with sand." barely
touching my cock and balls she gently worked the soap into a lather, then
rinsed it off.
"But sand is still the best for most
things." With sand again, she scrubbed the front of my legs. "I get this coarse
sand from a river in the mountains."
The whole sand bath took about an hour with
a shampoo for my head and a gentle washing of my cock and balls with soap. It
didn't strike me until later but I had entered the bath hut in a state of
near-frenzy, I was handled all over by a beautiful near-naked woman while I was
in there and though I had no satisfaction I was completely relaxed when she led
me out to a low, wide sheepskin-covered couch in a dim, cool room. I lay on the
couch while Maria stepped behind a screen, then stepped out again wearing a dry
halter and skirt. She knelt on the couch beside me.
"Now rest," she said as she gently caressed
my buttocks with one hand. I had a few seconds to look at her quietly-smiling
face before I drifted gently into a deep and dreamless sleep.
Maria woke me from my sleep, but I didn't
know it at the time. I drifted gently out of that dreamless never-never land
and I lay still for a couple of minutes looking around at my unfamiliar
surroundings and wondering where I was, and why I was there.
It was the sight of Maria that reminded me.
She knelt on the floor beside the couch, her head bowed and her hands behind
her back. She was still clad in her brief costume but now a small key hung form
a gold chain around her neck.
"The key to my chains, master," she said as
my eyes were drawn to it. She touched her forehead to the floor and I saw that
her hands were in manacles and that she wore leg irons coupled by a foot or so
of light chain. She straightened, looked at me with a smile, and then dropped
her head once again.
Now I know some people like the bondage
thing but I never thought of it for myself. It isn't the sort of thing you get
into playing with the girls in Cleveland. Not the girls I knew, anyway.
Maria's chains were attractive but they
were also disturbing. I wasn't sure what to do about them, or about her, and
she didn't offer any suggestions.
"This is a bit of a switch," I said,
sitting on the side of the couch.
"Yes master." Maria's voice was passive and
her head remained bowed.
"So what should I do about it?" I asked.
"My master will do as my master pleases,"
she said.
"And what about you?"
"I am here for my master's amusement. I
will do as my master pleases," she said.
The words and the pose were both strange to
me, and both were fiercely exciting. Maria gave me the impression that she was
completely in my power and I wondered for a while whether she might be a
masochist if she might be hoping I would take the opportunity to torture her.
I know now that she was taking about the
same chance with her slave act that you take when you flip a switch and hope
the light will come on. She knew me well enough by then to predict the reaction
and besides, she'd whispered instructions in my ear as I slept.
"That was your first time with real sex
games," she told me later, "and I wanted to be sure you would have the
confidence to enjoy them properly. I thought you would do better with a bit of
unconscious suggestion."
She was right. If I'd been left to my own
ideas then I would probably have unchained her, sat her on the couch beside me
and begun pawing her like I would any other girl, while I tried to talk her
into something she had already decided on anyway. Maria didn't want talk, she wanted action, and what I did was just about
exactly what she wanted me to do.
I spent several minutes just looking at her
letting my eyes roam over her curves. Exulting in her submissive posture and
allowing myself to revel in her complete helplessness. Whether she was helpless
or not, and I later found out she was not, she had deliberately set up a
situation in which she appeared to be a toy. Something to be used for my
amusement and to be broken if I thought that would amuse me.
To be honest I have had some sadistic
fantasies I guess every man has and this was beginning to look like one of
them.
But those fantasies always revolved either
about a non-existent woman or one I had known, and disliked, in a conventional
context. Given all the opportunity in the world and I thought at the time that
I had it I could not have taken pleasure in hurting Maria.
But I could exert my dominance, and accept
her submission, in another way. Maria was a beautiful woman, bound and kneeling
helpless before me. She was a woman who had teased me sexually and offered no
release, and I decided then to make her writhe and moan with desire before I
took her. I thought then, and I know now, that it's the ultimate high for a
man's ego to see a beautiful woman crawling before him, begging him to fuck
her.
It's not the sort of thing you can do with
most women. Most of the women we meet are free, or at least they think they
are, and they insist on having equal say in sexual matters as in everything
else. I know now that sex is much better when one or the other assumes absolute
dominance over the other. Dominance may switch from game to game but either way
the dominant partner can use his or her dominance to drive his or her partner
to unbelievable heights of desire.
Allowing one partner dominance also strips
the other partner of his or her dignity, and one of the first things women
learn at Bayono is that dignity is no help in the
bedroom.
Maria had thrown away her dignity as she
knelt before me, and I didn't offer to return it. I stood, took a handful of
her hair, and lifted her to her feet. She lifted herself,
actually, but she kept enough tension on her hair to give both of us the
impression that I was lifting her.
Still holding her hair , I pulled her head
back and inspected her face. I saw fright there, and hope. Fright that I knew
was feigned, and hope that I knew was genuine. Her lips opened as I bent to
kiss her and her body moved to me as I put my free arm around her. She writhed
slowly in my grasp.
Releasing her lips and taking my hand from
her back, but still holding her hair, I stepped back and surveyed my prize. And
by then I did think of her as a prize, to be enjoyed at my leisure. She stood
straight, with her head held back by my grip on her hair, her hands still
chained behind her back and her feet spread about fifteen inches, the limit of
the chain on her leg-irons.
The skin of her throat was stretched taught
and her breasts strained magnificently upwards under the think halter as I held
her head back. Her stomach stretched taut and inviting between the halter that
still concealed her breasts and the waist-band of her skirt.
Gently I ran my fingertips over her face,
neck and throat, down her arms to her hands and back again. I blew gently into
her ear and was rewarded by a quick gasp of breath as
her body tightened. I ran one fingertip delicately over and around the lines of
her breasts, feeling their rich firmness. Gently, I rubbed one nipple between
finger and thumb and watched it rise to crisp perfection, stretching the cloth
over it. Her eyes rolled toward me with a look of pleading and I smiled at her
as one might smile at a dog that wants to be petted.
Her halter was held by a single snap
fastener at the back, and it fell away with a flock of my finger. She drew in
her breath as her breasts were bared, then closed her eyes with a low moan as
my fingers drifted gently down the sides of her body and over her hips.
I released her hair and with both hands I
reached behind her and under the back of her skirt; cradling the firm, smooth
muscles of her buttocks one in each hand. Her eyes were still closed and her
lips parted. She crushed her bare breasts against me and lifted her face,
pleading for a kiss. The skirt dropped with a flick of my finger and I held in
my arms a beautiful and naked woman, her arms chained behind her, submissive to
my will and frantic with desire.
But I didn't give her what she wanted just
yet. Even when she was totally dominated I found pleasure in arousing her
desire still further. I wondered whether I could make her lose control of her
body. Thanks to her subconscious suggestions, I was ready to enjoy my pleasure
to the utmost.
I turned her gently until her back was to
the couch and, keeping one hand in the small of her back I rested the other on
one breast and gently pushed. Responding intuitively, she bent back like a
dancer doing a back bend until the top of her head
rested on the couch. I now faced a beautiful arch of curved and ready woman,
with a throbbing and expectant cunt presented for my use.
But I didn't use it yet. Spreading her
buttocks with my fingers I knelt between her chained legs, touched my tongue to
her throbbing clitoris and deliberately began to send her into paroxysms of
ecstasy.
She was writhing before me. The muscles of
her belly rolled like waves in the sea and the throbbing muscles of her cunt
carefully trained, I later discovered grasped my tongue and nearly pulled it
from my mouth. Maria was in a frenzy of passion and though I knew -- because I
knew -- that my tongue could never completely satisfy her, I continued flicking
it in and out. Minutes later she collapsed on the floor, a throbbing, moaning
bundle of aroused sexual desire and frustration.
I stood, stretched and walked across the
room. On the sideboard was a bottle of cool wine. I poured a glass of it and
walked back on the couch, where I sat and sipped wine as I watched her efforts
to regain control over her body.
Maria had spent the first round of her
energy in response to my tongue and in the physical effort of maintaining her
band-bend position. Now she began to recover.
Hampered by her chains, thoroughly cowed
and dominated, she crawled slowly to the couch. As I lay back she kissed my
feet, then my shin and finally my thigh. Still moaning softly, she took my
throbbing cock into her mouth and caressed it briefly with her tongue and lips.
Then she released it and, gathering her legs under her, she knelt beside the
couch and laid her head on my stomach. Her eyes fixed, hopefully, on my face.
I rested one hand on her head and we lay
together for a moment. Then I lifted my hand and waved her up. She raised her
had and swung the key, in it's chain, into my hand. With a quick jerk I snapped
the chain.
Maria bowed her head and lifted her arms so
I could remove the manacles. Then I gave her the key to remove her leg irons.
Freed, she knelt again beside me to await my orders.
"Amuse me," I said.