Although it's a freezing winter's night, I'm only wearing a Brazilian Cut Bikini Bottoms and a bra, but don't think I'm in a kind of Tanning salon. No, I'm standing, right now, inside what you call a window in The Red-Light District of Amsterdam, The Netherlands.

But why am I in this kind of place? Well, because since a few months I work as a prostitute or, more accurately, as a transgender female sex worker. And why only wearing a Brazilian Cut Bikini Bottoms instead of a trouser or a skirt? Well, indeed, I'd like to wear trousers or skirts, but here at this place it could be a good idea to wear what allows me to show what I, and most men and also many women, like a lot about my body, in this case, other than my face, hair and body, my buttock that, said by many, is the most gorgeous buttock of this world. By the way, my buttock not only is gorgeous but as well natural. Indeed, my buttock, my body and my face not only are gorgeous but as well natural because I was born as a woman with the difference that I've got a dick instead of a pussy, and because I not only accept my dick but also am comfortable with it, I let it be seen vey proudly, and not only because I accept it and love it but because said by many, my dick not only is the most beautiful one but as well the biggest dick they've ever seen on a transgender woman, (It is said that I have a bigger dick than Jonah Falcon) with the difference that mine is much gorgeous! That's why I'm very proud of it, and the reason I like to let it be seen.

And why I'm sharing all these things with you? Well, first let me share with all of you that I need too much sex in order to get sexually satisfied, thus I need much more sex and more sex games than a normal girl. One more reason is that since a couple of years, I understood that I want or need to know much more about sex, about the sexual behaviours not only of myself but as well of my sex-partners and of others. And because a few months ago I have had some chats with many other sex workers, many of them transgender women that told me they have noticed that most of the sex clients that visit a sex worker, have many different reasons, not only the regular reason a regular sex client has. What they mean is that most of those sex clients have special sexual fantasies they could never satisfy at home with their boyfriends, girlfriends or wives, be it because their boyfriends, girlfriends or wives don't want or cannot satisfy them, and that's one of the main reasons they go to a sex worker to try to find the way to release those searched or abstained desires. Now, the fact to work as a sex worker gives me the opportunity to see and live many of those cases of sexual fantasies, sexual behaviours of boys and girls in a daily basis and during the whole year, thus I decided to write a book with all the sexual experiences that I will see and live myself. And in that way, all of us will learn a lot about the behaviours of some men and women. Indeed about the behaviours of some of those boys and girls that we, the women of this world love too much but that sometimes, if not all of the times, we don't understand, perhaps because our couples, boyfriends or girlfriends don't let, permit or make us understand them, perhaps they are too shy or it is just that we don't give them the chance to share their sexual fantasies with us, perhaps we don't give them the opportunity to talk and to freely manifest their sexual desires and their sexual fantasies, wishes or feelings. Or it can be that we don't want to participate in their fantasies and that's the reason they search somewhere else what we don't give them.

Well, that's why I thought it was a good idea to do my own research in order to know better, to understand better and to have all my desired information lived and experienced by myself, in this way I'd be able to share with all of you, detail by detail those too awaited answers, those too many secrets our boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands or wives don't dare to ask, to say or to share with us. I also would be able to learn much more about many sexual behaviours that we never expected could be possible our beloved ones could bear in mind, and then I will share all that with all of you.

As I already said, all and everything that I will share with all of you would be first-hand information, or my own lived experiences, all the experiences that I would have accumulated as a transgender woman-sex worker. I can tell all of you that since now I can guess, and I even know that many of the boys and girls that would have contact with this information would be surprised to read and learn many of the things that would be written here, but I won't blame you, simply because it also happened to me the very first time when I heard about all these strange things and unexpected ways in which some of our boyfriends or girlfriends behave. Well, I've said crazy things, even though, in my opinion, these things that soon you'll read and learn here are plain and simple normal human behaviour or simply human sexual fantasies, and do not forget, those behaviours are not only a matter of boys but as I have mentioned earlier, it as well is a matter of girls. And, by the way, I am one of those persons that most of my time bear in my mind those strange sexual fantasies.

Before I go on, I'd like to introduce myself: I'm Khloé-Patra, a Dutch transgender woman, twenty-one years old, I'm very tall, (six feet six inches) I have blue eyes and blond hair, and my face and body is that of a girl although I have a dick. But because still I'm a young woman, I'm not sure if a certain day I will undergo physical transition. As a transgender woman, I love boys, but because I have a dick, it happens that I accept to serve girls as sex clients. To clarify this last, I want to add that the fact that I am a girl, I'd like to be only with boys, but I also will have sexual meetings with girls in order to enjoy a sexual life completely, to explore new avenues, to see, feel and learn the ways girls experience sex and, about all, to learn about girls' sexual behaviours and sexual fantasies and, in that way, to get lots of information for my upcoming book. One last thing. As it can happen to many of you, I also have my own dreams, one of those dreams has been to be a singer, and although it is said that I have a beautiful romantic, soft girlish voice, to this day I have not had any success as a singer, but I'll keep trying, that's the reason that you'll find here, on the following page, one of the lyrics that I wrote.

 

I Am Khloé-Patra

 

A virgin of the night, owner of your dreams

Healer of too many weird love desires

I am Khloé-Patra, virgin of the moonlight

I'm the one that can heal many of your illnesses

Those from your body or those from your heart

I am Khloé-Patra

A transgender woman, sex worker of the night

I know how to deal with most of your love's wishes

I have a lot of experience about sexual fantasies

Or about crazy sexual desires

You can always come to my workplace

Or you can always phone me at any time

You can see me during the day

But as well during the night

Come to me, boys or girls

Come to me to have much fun

Let me show to you tonight

What crazy love might looks like

I am Khloé-Patra

Owner of your dreams

And the virgin of every single night

I'm able to satisfy most of your weird sexual fantasies

I'm an expert in almost every crazy sexual desire

Come to me, be it that you're a boy or a girl

I would teach you what you have never seen

In your short or long life

Even what you never thought that could be done

What has never crossed your mind

Come on, boys or girls, to know about me

I would like to know about you

Be it just for a little while

Be it just for a quarter of an hour

For a whole hour or as well

The whole day or night

Come to me! You only need to bring some money

I'll help you achieve all your sexual fantasies

And satisfy most of your crazy sexual desires

 

As you have seen, I wanted to start my story by singing this short song, and then, little by little, I will share with you those experiences that I will have the opportunity to live. But please understand, I am not a sex therapist or sex counsellor. I'm just a girl that wants and needs too much sex, that wants to explore everything concerning sex and sexual behaviours, just a girl that, like many other girls and boys, have special or sometimes strange sexual fantasies or fetishes And who wants to let you know what most sex clients ask, what they like, what they need, all their bizarre desires and fantasies, I will explain to all of you in a way that most of you would accept it, but could it be the case that many of my experiences would impact many of you. please know from now that it is not my desire to shock you, nor make you believe something that does not exist. It just happens that in our human world we can find any type of person, any type of mind, consequently, any type of strange fantasies and sexual fetishes.

Well, let's begin with one of my very first experiences of the night, in the life of a transgender woman, sex worker decided not only to make money but, about all, to enjoy life, to experience lots of sexual fantasies and at the same time to write a book about crazy sexual behaviours. As many of you know, we, sex workers are continuously confronted with too many different stories of sexual fantasies, sexual fetishes that even we, did not even imagine could exist, many of them are quite normal or regular ones, while some others, or too many, are weird and even extremely difficult to swallow, consequently, many of the sexual fantasies that will appear here could be labelled a bit difficult to withstand or perhaps grotesque, thus, many times I asked myself if it could be possible to share them with you! But after a long reflexion I concluded that the best thing to do will be to let all of you know about the weirdest sexual fantasies in order that also you could have a clearer picture of what our minds can bear in order to be able to have a sexual intercourse. But because I'm not a sexologist nor a sex therapist, I cannot say if many or all of those fantasies really are needed, or if they are just caprices that make us believe that without them we won't be able to get aroused or to be able to have sex with a boy or with a girl. I'm sure of one thing, I decided to live as many of those fantasies as possible in order to know more about them, about the people who manifest them, and of course, to know more about the behaviour of those persons! And although a great deal of those fantasies are quite difficult to achieve, are quite difficult to withstand, I decided to experiment with all of them without measuring the degree of difficulty, the degree of strangeness or the degree of risk but only the degree of value those fantasies could represent to me. I also think that in order not to shock any of you in case you may find difficult to accept some of those fantasies that will appear here, I will beware you of the degree of its contents.

 

The Bisexual Boy Who Wants A Foreplay

(Followed by a Full House)

(Beware: Lots of graphic sexual content)

 

I just got ready to begin my nightshift, and right now I have someone coming my way. He was coming driving a very luxurious sport car, he parked close by and now he is here in front of my door but I see he seems to be very anxious or it is as if he needs sex in a desperate way, or as if he needs to achieve something he could need but at the same time he seems to be undecided or to be feeling shame or fear to manifest his desires.

I don't deny that when I see a guy that way, my mind starts to wonder what he could be bearing in mind, and right away I start to build in my own mind those sexual fantasies that I like or that I'd like to achieve with that person. Many times, it becomes true that the person in question asks me if I'd like to satisfy him or her with any of those fantasies I was bearing in my mind, and, I don't deny, those sexual acts/fantasies are those that fill my days or nights and that make my life much more pleasant and gratifying.

I see or have the feeling that the thing he wants could be done with me or by me, I say this because I see that he stares at my whole body, he takes a look at my face and seems to wonder about something, and then, he takes a look at my butt and seems to be planning something in order to achieve what he wishes to achieve, and last, he stares at my dick and he seems to be more decided than when he stares at the rest of my body. Thus. I have the feeling that he'd like something concerning my dick more than my ass, my mouth or the rest of my body. While he stares at me, I also pay attention to his body, and I have noticed that he has a gorgeous body, delicious butt and about all a ... huge dick! Although he does no try to let it be seen, thus, I just started to daydream while hoping he will decide to ask me to serve him this night, or I hope it takes place right away! (I'd like to clarify that although I mentioned the word: Huge Dick, it does not mean that I only like or want a huge dick! Because it is well known that women do not always focus our attention on size but more on quality and, above all, on the person who has it, but if it could happen, like in the present case, that the person has a huge one, well, that dick will be the one to fulfil my dreams, but if the dick would be a normal one/normal size, well, it also will be the one to make my day or night because anyway, what I pretend to achieve is to experience many kinds of sexual acts with many kinds of persons regardless of what thing they might have)

It took him about two and a halve minutes to decide to enter my window, and once inside, he never hid his real intentions! Instead, he started to approach his body against my dick as if trying to have close contact with it, as if trying to touch it with his body but not with his hands or arms, and never trying to touch any other part of my body, not even my hands, legs or any part of my upper body.

Me: I have the feeling and I hope I can be of great help to you! I say this because I have the feeling that in me you have found what you were looking for! Am I right?

He laughs really loudly and seems to be a bit embarrassed! Thus, I think he's embarrassed because maybe he understood I could have guessed his intentions.

The client: Indeed! After have seen many different options, I came to the conclusion that you are the best person to satisfy my sexual fantasy! Of course, if you ever accept my proposals.

Me: well, in matter of sexual fantasies, I'm always disposed and willingly to help! Indeed, with me it is not a matter if yes or not, but a matter of when and how! What I mean is that you ask me whatever you want to get and I give it to you! Or you give me whatever you want to give me and I receive it! Because, for me, to give and to receive means exactly the same. (I see in his face that he cannot understand or believe what I just said, and right away he changed his aspect to a more relaxed one, and shows in his face and body a kind of satisfaction of something accomplished)

The client: And how much do you charge for a Full House but starting by a Foreplay! By the way, do you understand what I mean and what is what I want?

(Once he said a Full House, and then a Foreplay, I started to daydream about my next act! Not only because I knew what he wanted to achieve, but because it will give me a new sexual fantasy, a new sexual experience to satisfy my body, mind and curiosity! A big chunk of money and about all, a nice story to write and to share with you.

Me: Yes, darling, for sure that I know what you mean and what it is what you want! By the way, a foreplay is something I love to do, because it excites me, perhaps more than what it could excite my partner. Well, just tell me how your Foreplay should develop and would your Full House includes whatever it takes?

The client: Well, I'm a bit embarrassed to talk, but I'll tell/share everything with you. The thing is that although I can get very aroused by just staring at your gorgeous ... body, well, I still need a lot of sexual game in order to get aroused and to be able to have a sexual intercourse! That's the reason I always need a foreplay that, although sometimes it takes a bit longer, it excites not only my body but as well my mind. The foreplay will be as follow: You would touch my whole body with your dick, but without ever trying to touch me with any other part of your body and without ever trying to do other thing than to touch me with your dick. You may always rub my whole body including my face, you may do it your way, you may do it in a gentle way or in a wild way, but only when I say I'm ready for the Full House you would act or let me act, and only in that case, you may achieve to me, or I may achieve to you whatever it comes. If you agree with what I ask you, I won't negotiate your price as long as you let me take all my time to get satisfied, and as longer as you let me achieve all I dream to achieve to you since I saw you for the very first time. Ah, one more thing: When I say a Full House, what I mean is that I expect you would not refuse anything! The same way I will not refuse that you achieve to me whatever fantasy or wish you could bear in mind, because in this case, it will mean a Full House not only for me but as well for you. Are you okay with my proposals? If you are, now tell me your fare, keeping in mind that it may take us too many hours.

(When he said the word whatever it comes, and then: A Full House not only for him but also a Full House for me, I understood that my wishes were going to be satisfied, and that my dreams were going to become true, maybe because of that, I became very excited, so excited that, I'm sure, he could see the changes on my attitude.)

I tried to tell him that I understood very well all he said and all he wants, and I also wanted to tell him that because of all he said, now much before we start to achieve the following crazy fantasy, I'm feeling the happiest girl on earth. But although I did my best to tell him all that, I almost couldn't find the words to say it. I saw he was staring too much at my face, as if wondering about something or as if thinking that perhaps I was undecided or unsatisfied with his proposals, thus I did my best to find the way to recover from my paralysis, got aim and told him that what he was offering me was the most beautiful fantasy I always dreamed to achieve, something I've been waiting for since a few years. And then, I asked him if he could share with me how much money he's used to pay to other person in order to achieve his Foreplay ending up in a Full House. He told me he wanted to be very honest with me, and added that although his fantasy could only take a few hours to be wholly accomplished, it also could take too many hours, to the point it could take him or us the whole evening and perhaps, the following day! And because it should be a nonstop job/achievement, it could take too much energy of our bodies and mind, it means, he and I could end up feeling completely drained of our physical and mental resources thus we will be very tired! That's the reason he always pays fifteen-thousand euros. (Once he said all that, I understood very well what he meant! And that, indeed, it would be a very hard job although it, as well, would/could be a very gratifying fantasy/achievement because the fact that not only he but as well I, would enjoy the fantasy, and when he mentioned fifteen-thousand euros! I almost fainted! And I almost tell him that, in my case, I was not only going to make a lot of money for achieving my most dreamed fantasy, but I thought that in this present case, perhaps he is happier than me, knowing that he will achieve his own dreamed fantasy with his most dreamed girl!) But I told him that in case it only takes us a few hours, he might always say how much money I could keep and I will give him the rest of the money back! He laughed and say we would see, and asked me not to worry about money but to focus on how I could help him accomplish his sexual fantasy.

I told him that I agreed with him, with his proposals and with the amount of money.