"I'm a naughty little girl and I can't control my pussy."

I lay whimpering, wiggling my ass out of the puddle I had just left on the bed. My masturbation had reduced me once again to a quivering mess, making me squeak an admission out loud to no one with a faux 'little girl' voice I had never thought would come out of my mouth.

I hated what Jon had done to me.

I loved what Jon had done to me.

A usual Sunday night up here in Marin County?

Well, not really, but when I thought of Jon I couldn't get my sweats down and my hand in my panties fast enough. In only two weeks knowing the lanky guy with the mess of chocolate colored curls and deep right cheek dimple, I had been reduced from the usually solid and sane thirty-five-year-old woman I am to a puddling little girl. In his care and by his urging, I was consistently fantasizing myself back to age sixteen and those first scary stirrings of my sexual awareness, where my pussy truly did betray me nightly as I scooted my firm little ass (an ass I wished I still had) to the edge of the four-poster in the attic-cum-bedroom of my parent's house, diddling myself like a maniac until I came. That I was regressing with Jon - when I had been in his presence, every single time we talked, here alone masturbating - unnerved me as much as it excited me. And it excited me even more that he exploited yet coddled me about it.

I had questioned myself plenty in the furiousness of this 'relationship'-how I had met/discussed/then succumbed to this man so quickly and how Jon had found that one button to push that would open the flood gates (literally and figuratively) to what I seemed to be aching for but didn't realize I wanted until I sucked my thumb, put my long raven hair in pony-tails and blubbered "No, Sir, please, I'll be good". I had never been this open with a lover before (even my ex) and certainly never whimpered or actually cried as I admitted my little girl-ness and came buckets.

Jon had a spell on me I was both titillated by and scared of. He was a puppet master, a warlock, a fiend and just what I had so desperately needed in my life.