Simon closed
the door and locked the outside world away from his mind and body. Slipping his shoes off and placing them onto
the shoe rack and taking a few steps in his comfortable slippers, he relished
the silence that surrounded him.
The first couple
of days he'd found it depressing, but now he was getting used to it, he enjoyed
the solitude of his newly acquired single life.
Stripping off
and stepping into the shower to wash away the day from his body, his thoughts
flashed back to the conversations he would have been having at this time with
his wife.
He always
wanted to have a few minutes of privacy before the questions would begin, 'how
was your day? What have you been
doing? Who have you been talking to? What did they say?'
He had learned
quickly that if he didn't answer and say the right thing then the next few
hours would be a mix of arguments and crying.
If he tried to explain he needed a minute in the shower he would get
accusations of trying to hide something.
Her fear of him meeting someone new and her fear of being alone had
eventually driven them apart.
She had hated
any form of social life outside of their family as a couple and when any of the
neighbours had tried to show friendliness by inviting them for a drink it was
met with rejection and then many days of inquiry and speculation as she
wondered why they would want to invite them around for a drink.
Simon had
tried to explain that it was normal behaviour, but she had dismissed this,
preferring to choose her own theory that they were all up to something.
The last few
weeks of their marriage had been particularly bad, he'd arrived home almost to
the minute every night, where she would be waiting for him with, he would open
the door and he would be ushered inside, she would cause him to squeeze past
her as he entered and at first he thought he imagined it but as the days went
by he would notice that she would breathe in deeply as he passed her, even to
the point of pushing her face into his clothes and sniffing.