Gillian
stood to attention in front of the blackboard. She was getting much better at
it now, her thighs were only thrashed maybe two or three times a week rather
than the six or seven that was common when she was learning her role. This was
supported by the fact that she now scampered around the room in a pair of
tight, pink shorts as well as her pristine white T-shirt. She'd earned them by first of all learning and then more importantly, carrying
out her second instruction. The first part was relatively easy, he'd bent her
over her bedroom box and then paddled her bare bottom until it first went
bright red, then blistered and then finally ended up a subdued, bruised purple
colour. Then he'd made her stand in front of the blackboard and repeat exactly
one hundred times the phrase, 'Slut always looks HIM lovingly in the eye'.
When
she was done he directed her to stand in front of him with her hand held out
palm upwards and supported by her other hand. Taking his cane, he fixed her
eyes with his and then brought the cane whistling down onto the librarian-soft
palm of her right hand. She shrieked and thrust her hand desperately under her
armpit to try and alleviate the dreadful sting.
"Repeat
your phrase, Slut."
Gillian
realised what she'd done straightaway. The shocking pain delivered by the cane
had made her look away.
"P...please,
sir...It hurt so m...much, sir!"
"Repeat
your phrase, Slut."
''Slut
always looks HIM lovingly in the eye, sir."
"You
know what 'always' means, don't you Slut? What with you being an intellectual?
Going to a posh university and all?"
She
nodded, tearfully. She hated it when he referred to her old life so casually.
"Y...yes,
sir. Sorry, sir."
She
knew he liked her to grovel. Sometimes he was lenient with her if he considered
she was truly repentant. She often wondered what had made him this way, so
hateful, so aggressive towards women. Did he just hate her for some reason she
was unaware of, or did he hate all women? perhaps it was just ambitious,
successful women that he felt intimidated by? Did he resent her university
education?
No
doubt that behind his emotionless mask there was some damaged little man
determined to take out his pent-up frustration on her. Right now though, it
wasn't a discussion she wanted to have. She just wanted to get though this
dreadful business and at least make an attempt to
restart her old life.
"Sorry
isn't any use. I set you a challenge and you fall at the first hurdle. I can
see I'm going to have to punish you again, if only for your own good."
"Please,
sir...pleeeease, I'm begging you..."
"Shut
up!" He ordered brusquely
He
looked at his wristwatch.
"We're
going to have lunch now. In one hour you're going back over your box and I'm
going to paddle you again. Only much more firmly this time, it seems that's the
only way to make a simple lesson fix inside your empty little head."
He
leaned forward and tapped her head with a long, calloused digit.