X FRAME - PART I . . .
Mistress Mandy
stood before me with her hand on her hips as I followed her every direction.
She was hot as hell before all those layers of skintight latex and vinyl, but
now, in her full Mistress outfit, she couldn't be any hotter! She would command
and I would do what ever she told me, without question or hesitation . . . she
was my Mistress, my Goddess, my Everything.
I'd already
shaved, showered and fought my way into the leather body
suit she custom ordered for me. I've never seen so many custom features I
didn't fully understand in my life. Every few inches inside of the suit, there
were smooth metal rivets that ended up pushed hard against my skin . . .
everywhere . . .
When I mentioned
shaving, I wasn't just talking my face. Mistress commanded my whole body be
shaved this time so I could fully feel the embrace of the leather body suit she
paid so much for. It took a long time because I've never done that before.
Since Mistress Mandy wanted that . . . so its what I do.
Standing against
the leather X Frame mounted to the wall, it was tricky finding a way to add the
straps on my ankles without falling forward. I finally discovered to go ahead
and do the rest of the wide leather straps tightly holding my upper thighs and
ass firmly against the leather of the X Frame.
Then, doing the
two at the middle of my thighs, the two just above and below my knees, middle
of my claves and do the ankle ones last. Am sure you're wondering why my
Mistress doesn't just do these straps? Yes, it would be easier, but she had
decided long ago that the making me helpless process is too tedious and below
her . . . It was the duty of a Slave and I'm the Slave.
Mistress Mandy
told me this, years ago and ever since, it's been my job to helplessly bind
myself however she sees fit. Then and only then, once we both know for sure, I could
not free myself without her help, then she steps in to Tease, Torment and
Punish me for as long as she wants.
It's a unique
Master Slave relationship where I do most of the tying up work, but then she
never fails to deliver with her even more unique forms of Torture. We also have
a 'No Safe Word' agreement from years ago.
As her Slave,
I've agreed once I'm done binding myself helpless, in whatever form or position
she's chosen, that she can do whatever she wants to me for as long as she
wants. Mistress Mandy asked me once, "You want me to take charge, to be
100% in control of your helpless body, right?" I said "Yes Mistress
Mandy"
Then came her
very logical question that has led to our 'No Safe Word' agreement. "Then
Slave, tell me, how exactly am I to be 100% in control if you always have a way
to stop me?" . . . Debate Won . . . Points go to Mistress Mandy . . . No
Safe Word it is.
I am enjoying the
tightness of this custom leather body suit, hugging every shape, curve and crevice of my body, but not too happy about the
pressure it's causing against my chastity cage currently locked over my cock
and balls, forcing my slowly growing cock into a painful downward curve as
always.
This cage was
not on when we did all of the measurements, so the
leather doesn't have as much room in the crotch area as needed, meaning I had
to force it in the best I could. Again, no help from Mistress Mandy, its Slave's
job to prepare one's self for his Goddess.
Mistress seems to
be getting impatient, as she's starting to tap the platform toe of her black
vinyl thigh high boot. Tightly laced from the top of her foot to just below her
red latex skirt. Between the tapping and her starting to stare more at the
clock then me, it's my signal to step it up so the punishing can commence!
"Now Slave,
do the straps for your waist, stomach and chest . . . if I test them later to
find you didn't make them the tightest you could, I will be kicking you so hard
in your balls they may just end up inside out." . . . and this is why I follow her commands . . . the alternatives she
describes are always worse then what she commands me to do in the first place.
Not only did I
tighten them extra tight this time, just like all the straps on my ankles and
legs, I also let as much air out as I could as I pulled, helping me to get a
few extra holes before buckling them closed.
Mistress has
never pushed so hard on the tightness of the straps like this . . . she must
have extra special plans for me this time . . . so I don't want to let her down
or fail her in any way . . . extra tight she commands, extra tight she gets . .
. even if it makes breathing a little tougher.
Pretending she
has on a watch, she glances her wrist, as I'm still not performing her requests
fast enough. I must do better, I will do better, and it must be done faster.
Mistress had me hang the balance of items she planned to have me complete my self-bondage
with, on hooks all within arms reach once I started to strap myself to the X
Frame.
There was the
wide leather collar with rings on both sides. I strapped it around my neck,
also just as tight as every other strap. "Slave, now put on your head
harness with the pump gag attachment, and make sure it's tight as it can go. If
I find out later I can make it tighter, I'll be pumping it up to 20 and be
leaving you for the night."