ADRENALINE
. . .
Growing up the youngest and the only girl
in my Family of seven, I was the fragile Little Princess that everyone
protected. In a way it was nice, things were handed to me, I was never in any
danger and was always nice and clean.
At that time in my childhood this was all I
knew. Really can't blame a Child for accepting and fully embracing the position
of Little Princess. How would they know, how would I know anything different?
How would I know about the much better,
much more exciting experiences that I was missing out on every day as a
protected Princess.
Can't remember exactly when it first
started, but the time came I needed to spread my Own Wings, to step outside
this dome of protection that was holding me back.
Even though I felt it was time, my older
Brothers did not. They would keep moving me away from all dangers, holding me
back. I'm not angry or hold any grudges over this . . . Life is too short.
Actually, I think I owe them a big 'Thank You', because all of this is what led
to my first experience with Adrenaline.
Ever play a Video Game where your character
has to rely on Stealth to complete their Mission?
Slowly sneaking around while trying to not get caught? Hiding behind a piece of
furniture or around the corner as you watch you Enemies Patrolling the area?
If you've ever played a Stealth game you've
experienced Adrenaline also . . . that odd tingle, feel of both pleasure and
nerves at the same time in your core. The longer the Stealth mission goes the
more Adrenaline you feel.
Now imagine that same Stealth mission, but
you're a young girl, sneaking around, attempting to get out of the house you've
been held a Captive in. Your Enemies, your Brothers, are on constant patrol
using random incoherent patterns.
Am sure they had purpose in their patterns,
just made no sense and made my escape that much harder . . . that much more
exciting. Hiding quietly, silently behind the couch as I'm being slowly
surrounded . . . this was the moment the Adrenaline kicked in . . . OMG!
It was like a drug, I was breathing heavy,
holding my hands over my mouth trying to stay silent, slowly getting dizzy and
ready to pass out from the mix of feelings deep in my core.
The Enemies have gathered in the Kitchen
for one part of their pattern that wasn't random . . . Beer Break . . . quickly
I make it out the door, still breathing heavy until I find some nearby bushes
to hide in.
Once in the bushes I'd find myself
masturbating from the excitement. That tingle, that feeling that started in my
core had moved down to my pussy. This did lead to an embarrassing moment with
my Oldest Brother who caught me. Seems I was shaking the bush a little too hard
. . . and yes, I mean that both ways.
Once I had that first moment of Adrenaline,
I couldn't get enough. I needed more of it and needed it more often. On future
Stealth missions I'd purposely take a bad path, causing myself to get cornered,
possibly get caught by the Enemies . . . the Adrenaline would kick in even
more.
Once free again from the prison I would pet
a dog I didn't know or go down Killer Hill even though my bike had no breaks.
Getting more and more rushes of Adrenaline . . . that tiny tingle of excitement
in my core, which for some reason would also travel downward giving me sexual
pleasure.
Each year that went by my need for
Adrenaline and the pleasures that came with, increased along with how Extreme
an experience needed to be to fully satisfy me. When I was still a little girl
seeing the Sharks swim in a tank at the Zoo was exciting.
By age 21 you could find me in a Shark Cage
as they swam just outside, every so often bumping into the Cage, as I'd feel
that tingle. It only took a few more years until I needed to be in the water
with the Sharks without a Cage.
That was the moment when it finally made
sense exactly what my needs were. To be fully satisfied there can't be a
Safety-Net to protect me from anything that could happen.
For that Adrenaline and its accompanying sexual
excitement to happen, at it's fullest levels, the Danger Must Be Real.
Applying my own personal "No
Safety-Net Rule", since that point I've upped the Danger in all of my experiences. Going over the list of Extreme Life
Experiences and repeating them with my New Rule has brought my Adrenaline and
physical pleasures to new levels I didn't know was possible.
Cliff Diving? Yes, but how about Cliff
Diving where you don't know the depth of the water? Skydiving? Yes, but that
Emergency Chute was a Safety Net and had to go.
Going to the local Dive Bar with a Trusty
friend who has your back while looking for a one-night stand? Of course, that's
fun, but try the same without a Wing-woman.
Make sure you fully scrubbed clean of any
smells that may attract the Sharks? Fuck that! I want to hand feed them a nice
Raw T-bone Steak! That's all scheduled and in place for my 28th Birthday.
Just the thought of that, which is still
months away is helping to feed my needs, my needs for Adrenaline and pleasure .
. . I've brought myself to several very intense orgasms just imaging it.