Chapter 1 - Détente
On New Year's Day, 2100, the Patriarchy of Slavic Peoples (PSP) announced
the end of a 20-year conflict with the Slavic Women's Resistance (SSZ) movement.
The world took this news with an unusual degree of exuberance. Perhaps it was
the birth of the new century and the general feelings of renewal and optimism
it the air; perhaps people were simply tired of the killing; whatever the
reason, the world celebrated.
The fighting between the SSZ and the Patriarchy (the successor nation
to the Russian Federation) had been especially savage, even more so for the way
it pitted men against women. Many people had thought that gender war, enable by
the easier-to-use lethal technologies, would become a new reason of human
conflict. They were happy to see it settled or at least ended for the time
being.
The terms of the peace were also hopeful in their uncharacteristic
leniency-the Patriarchy agreed to pardon all SSZ fighters and to try SSZ officers
only for the crime of aggravated dissent, which carried a two-to-five-year sentence
of reeducation. The term "reeducation" didn't fool anyone, nor was anyone
convinced that the PSP would keep its word, but it didn't matter-everyone was
willing to overlook a little cheating to end the war. The PSP had committed horrible
war crimes but so had the SSZ; the idea that some of the guilty would get the punishment
they deserved was appealing.
Major Mila Sokolovski, 26, the photogenic commander of a company of SSZ
fighters operating in the Turkmenian desert, was one of the first officers to
surrender. During her trial, she confessed to war crimes-ordering the gruesome torture
and execution of several PSP prisoners. She claimed her actions were in
retaliation for the PSP's equally horrific treatment of SSZ fighters, but they
were not on trial, she was. The court, however, strictly followed the terms of
the reconciliation and sentenced her to three-and-one-half years of reeducation
at Turkmenistan's Ovadan-Depe Prison. The foreign press this unambiguous
evidence of the peace treaty's success.
On March 15, 2100, the Honorable William Mattingly, the U.S.
security of state announced that after more than two decades of mutual distrust,
his country and the PSP were reestablishing diplomatic relations, and that the
U.S. would be reopening its embassy in Moscow. The European Union followed suit
a few days later, declaring the peace treaty "a new dawn for Europe." Both the
U.S. and the E.U. issued written statements decrying the Patriarchy's policies
of male domination, but they buried these deep in a blizzard of praise. Several
Western journalists even called the PSP-the most reactionary government on
earth-progressive.
In general, the world ignored the PSP's institutionalized oppression
of women while applauding its newfound benevolence. People desperately wanted
to believe that the world had entered a new period of détente.
***
Consciousness returned slowly.
The pain told her she was still alive even though she was blind and
unable to move or speak. Something hard was pressing against the back of her
throat, against her uvula making her want to gag. Instinctively, she moved her
head back and something sharp bit her on the nose between her nostrils. The pain
made her immediately jerk her head forward and the object in her mouth slipped
down her throat forcing her to gag. Panicked, she pulled her head back again then
forward as teeth bit at her septum.
RELAX...her mind screamed! FOCUS...find the position with the least
pain.
Slowly, she trimmed her position until she found a tolerable balance
between the two pains. It wasn't pain free, but it was less painful. That's
real life, she thought stoically-always a compromise between two bad choices.
She had learned that in the desert...with the lives of her fighters. At least she
had a choice.
Radim could have simply tied her head in place with the faux cock deep
in her throat. She would have awoken and begun jerking immediately. The threat
of suffocation would have forced the response. She would have been unable to
stop it, like a fish out of water. It wasn't much of a favor-he was still
making her suffer-but it was something and she was grateful.
A kindness, even a gesture, in the middle of such monstrous hatred
and acrid bitterness was noteworthy, she decided. She could have done the same to
the PSP soldiers she had tortured, but she never did. She had never shown them
the slightest mercy. She had hated them for what they did to her fighters, to her
friends; she hated them with a fury that only an agonizing death could quench.
Hatred... It was a terrible thing. It destroyed both the hater and the
hated. The memory of what she had done, what she had allowed her fighters to do,
was crushing her, sapping her spirit every day. One part of her mind welcomed
Radim's tortures-she deserved to suffer; it was just, biblically just that he
was her torturer. The SSZ had killed had tortured and killed his brother. He
had the right, almost the obligation to seek vengeance.
Her head slipped forward, and the dildo pushed deeper inside. Not
only was it painful, but it sent a clear message-she was a cocksucker! Her
mouth was fit only to be a toilet for a man's semen. He was right about that as
well-she was a cocksucker. She had sucked a lot of cock as a slugi. Yes,
Yasha and others had forced that and more on her and yes, it was necessary for
her to obey if she wanted to live, but it had still been a choice and she had
chosen life. Did that make her a despicable whore; did that make her the pizda
(cunt) that Radim called her?
No, it did not. What made her a pizda was the way she had
abused the PSP prisoners they captured. It would be different if she could look
back and say that she had acted like a human being, that she didn't deserve
this...but this was not true. She had not acted decently; she had sought revenge
on them just as Radim does now on her. She deserved this and more.
They had named her "the Desert Fox" and put a bounty of a hundred
thousand Euros on her head. She knew the word "fox" was not used because she
was clever as Rommel had been. They gave her the name to remind her of what
they would do to her once they had captured her. The pretty ones always
suffered more at the hands of the Spetsnaz.
It would have been nice to have had a normal life. Men treated most
women in the Patriarchy well, better than "well," they were honored, esteemed.
She could have been one of them if her... She could have found a normal man to
love, to cherish. She would have loved him, made love to him, sucked his cock
until he begged her t stop to show him how much she loved him, to show him that
she was his woman. She didn't have a problem belonging to a man; it was
natural-women, even strong women, found pleasure and satisfaction in
subordinating themselves to a man. She would have as well if her father had
given her the chance.
If he had...
The girls in her unit, mostly former rabs (slaves), talked
about the pleasures of real love and heterosexual sex all the time. She knew
they were purging themselves of emotion, of feelings. All they had in the
desert was talk, each other, and the occasional PSP soldier to distract them.
She tried to remind them that they were fighting against the Patriarchy's
oppression of women; that the Patriarchy was waging war on them. She told them that
they were fighting for the freedom and dignity of all women not just those the
Patriarchy chose to protect. Even then, the words had sounded hollow. They accurately
reflected the SSZ's (Soprotivleniye Slavyanskikh Zhenshchin) dogma, but nothing
could excuse what they or the Patriarchy's soldiers had done in the
Karakum...nothing. The propaganda was an inadequate defense; what counted was how
you conducted yourself no matter what the enemy did to you. And on that score,
they were all guilty of war crimes.
The dildo pushed against her uvula again and she gagged. The real
thing was softer, she remembered; it shaped itself to her mouth and slipped down
her throat like an oyster. She had even enjoyed it sometimes; she had even
enjoyed some of the discipline, the bondage...
STOP...! She had never had thoughts like these in the Karakum; she had
never doubted herself, questioned why she was here. Was she doing it now
because she would be dead soon, dead and unloved? No,
it was because surviving in the desert, surviving against nature and the
Spetsnaz, the Patriarchy's best soldiers, required all her attention and energy.
She had been the leader, the person responsible for the lives of the 144 SSZ
fighters in her company. There had not been any time for guilt, for erotic thoughts,
for dreams of sex...with a man.
STOP, please...! Her mind was rambling, jumping from one painful
thought to another, lingering on thoughts she had banned from her mind in the
Karakum, lingering on distractions long denied. She was surprised by her
weakness, but she should have expected it. She was different here in
Ovadan-Depe. In this place, she was just another pizda, another SSZ cunt
for the Spetsnaz to punish for her crimes. She was even starting to think like
a pizda.
Carefully, she tried to move her arms, to shift her position, but something
was holding them in place at her side. They had bound her on her knees, on her
haunches, while she was unconscious, probably to one of the iron posts in the cellblock's
punishment space where all the prisoners could see. Something solid (the pipe?)
held the metal collar that was around her throat in place. The collar was keeping
her upright, keeping her head straight. She could feel leather straps holding
her ankles to her thighs; she could feel heavy iron manacles at her wrists locking
her to the stanchions at her sides. A thick blindfold held her eyelids closed,
blocking out all light, and a gag tied behind her neck kept the cock tight in
her mouth. Radim must have put a metal clamp in her nose, on her septum, and
tied it to the post as well.
The clamp was a small thing, a detail, but it was the accent that
made the torture truly agonizing. It was always the details that mattered, and
Radim never forgot the details. His creativity and imagination when it came to inflicting
pain was pure genius. Genius...what kind of man uses his natural talents to deliver
pain? In her experience, most men were scared to reveal their latent sadism;
society preferred that they appeared...benign. It was only when conditions were
exactly right, did they show their true nature.
Demons lived inside men. Demon who enjoyed her pain, her shame... She
was naked of course; the guards enjoyed gawking at her young and fit body, they
enjoyed watching her move when she was in pain. They had kept her without
clothing since she had surrendered. At first, be naked in front of them had
humiliated her, but after a time, she realized that it gave her power over them.
She could see how different poses, different gestures affected them, stirred
their desires, frustrated them. It wasn't much, but any power was better than
none. The only time they had allowed her to wear clothes was at her trial.
And what clothes...! The Patriarchy had gone all out to make her look
beautiful. They wanted to cast her as an empty-headed beauty whom the SSZ had
duped into insurrection. They wanted the world to see her as a willful but
contrite child-woman rather than a worthy adversary. She had been more than "a worthy
adversary," she had been a vengeful ghost. Wrecking death and destruction on
them for years. This was the reason they had sent the Spetsnaz, the
Patriarchy's best and toughest troops, to the Karakum.
Still, the clothes had been elegant...feminine. She had not dressed
like a woman in years. She could still remember the white silk blouse by Milano,
the Bruno Cinelli linen skirt with its metallic waist, the sensible but
alluring heels. She heard one of the guards say that the clothes had cost the
government more than her trial...maybe they did.
The matron who had guarded and dressed her for court had enjoyed
pushing the electrified pigeon egg up her ass, enjoyed inserting the copped
dildo in her vagina while the guards held her down. She kept telling her that she
was "incorrigible," a reprobate, a miscreant who didn't deserve a trial let
alone such beautiful clothes, and that if she even looked sideways at the
foreign press, she would shock her.
She kept her word. The witch had smiled kindly in the courtroom
whenever she had the opportunity to administer a warning-dose of electric current,
which she did whenever she glanced at the press, whenever she opened her mouth,
or put any kind of expression on her face other than bland acceptance. The pain
was too terrible to resist, so she cooperated with the charade.
Not that she had anything to say in her defense. She had surrendered
herself and her company-what was left of it-the day after the Kasimov government
announced the pardons. She was not ashamed to admit that the Spetsnaz had
beaten them; that surrender was the only option left if they were to live.
No one other than her mother knew about the list. No one knew that
the real reason she had surrendered her unit so quickly was because she needed
to be someplace where the Americans could find her. She knew that the list could
inflict a million times more damage on the Patriarchy than she ever could
fighting in the desert. Surrender was the only way she could get it into the
right hands.
The call to her mother had already cost the lives of three fighters.
Not just their live-the Spezsnaz had captured and crucified them at their camp
gate. It had been hard to pass under their dead stares. They had been so close
to freedom...to have it snatched from them at the last moment, to die so horribly.
She had almost given up at that moment, but it was the hatred that kept her
moving. She had never believed the promises the PSP made regarding officers, at
least for those SSZ officers in the Karakum-the Spetsnaz were savages who believed
in vengeance and retribution. Instead of the cross, they faced the tortures of
Ovadan-Depe prison.
The cross...the Spetsnaz enjoyed torturing their SSZ captives-they
started by sexually abusing them for days or weeks and finished by nailing them
naked to roughly hewn crosses. The desert sun baked them alive as their muscles
slowly strangled them. It was a horrible death.
She had commanded four platoons when they started, 144 fighters all
women ranging in age from 18 to 36. There were 50 left when they surrender. Of
the others, 52 had died in battle, the desert had killed 24, and the Spezsnaz
had captured and crucified 18. The numbers were seared into her mind.
They had responded to their brutality in an equally horrific manner.
Her SSZ fighters had hung their Spetsnaz captives naked by their ankles from a
tree with their arms bound tightly behind weighed down with a heavy rock. The
rock's weight slowly dislocated the man's shoulders. The excruciating pain
usually drove them insane before the desert foxes or wild dogs finished them
off, but not always. Sometimes they could hear them screaming just as they
could hear the screams of their sisters. Sound, especially screams, carried a
long distance in the desert.
It was a vicious and ugly war on both sides. She was glad it was
over.
Over...for others but not for her, not for the desert fox. The
Patriarchy was not gentle with those few who defied it; she still had to endure
the Patriarchy's terrible retribution. She must endure it; she must get the
list into...
"How are you today, Osnovnoy (Major)?" a man's voice
whispered in her ear.
Surprised, she jerked her head back, and the septum clamp sent
another spike of pain into her brain. It was Radim, Sergeant Radim Hospod-her
keeper and torturer.
"Take it easy, desert fox," he said scornfully. "You need to hold
your head upright, Osnovnoy, like the proud SSZ fighter you are. You are
the Desert Fox, the she-wolf who killed hundreds of Spezsnaz soldiers. Of
course, I understand that it is hard to feel proud with a cock in your mouth,
but you need to try. There will be a lot of cock is your future-you are going
to be here at Ovadan-Depe for three and one-half years. I cannot keep the
guards off you for that long. You might think of this time as your Hell but
know that there is worse to come...for years and years."
He emphasized the last "years." It was impossible to imagine that
she could suffer this way for hours let alone years, but with someone like him
watching out for her, it was possible. He wanted her to know it; he wanted her
to imagine what years with him was going to be like.
"For the next week, I will tie the rubber a bit farther inside each
day so you become familiar with the feel of something in your mouth and throat,
so you can control your gagging. You will never lose your gag reflex entirely,
but you can learn to control it...or not. It doesn't matter-some men enjoy the way
a girl's gagging tightens her throat muscles on their member. Good cocksuckers need
to practice every day to improve. I swear to you that that you will get all the
practice you need."
The prison's administrator had assigned her to Radim for her initial
"orientation," and he enjoyed talking to her, taunting her as he worked. What
he said had terrified her at first, but now she welcomed his sadistic monologues.
It was human contact...of a sort, and his voice was always gentle even when his message
and his tortures were not.
Radim had been a Spetsnaz medic before SSZ troops in the Urals had hung
his Spetsnaz brother (his real brother) upside down and broken his arms. After
that, he had volunteered to work in the prisons using the skills he had learned
as a medic to obtain justice for his brother. She understood how he felt; how
vengeance calmed the soul.
He reached down and rolled her nipples between his fingers to make
them hard then placed the piranha clamps. The sudden pain caused her to jerk
her head forward again and swallow the cock. He like to use piranhas with their
clamps with sharp metal teeth that bit deeply into her flesh.
"Shush, shush, Osnovnoy. I know it hurts terribly, but you
need to become accustomed to feeling pain on your sexual parts. The memory of such
pain needs to settle in your mind so you can appreciate a man's soft touch.
Believe me, when I turn you over to the guards as a full pizda, you will
welcome their rough hands on your body."
He ran his finger along her clitoris to stiffen it then attached
another piranha. She tried to remain still, but it was impossible. Her body
shuddered with agony as the dildo pushed deeper inside.
"There...it's all over now. Tomorrow, I will clamp your lovely ear
lobes to give your nose a rest. We are going to be together for a good long
time; I don't want you developing an infection or becoming dulled to the pain.
I want you healthy and alert, Osnovnoy; I want you to feel every moment
of suffering just as my brother did.