Chapter 1
The
trouble was, I didn't even know I had insulted him.
Wong Kim
had descended from an ancient aristocratic Chinese family who had made a good
with the economic reforms to China and was now the heir to one of its most
wealthy families. He was attending
Oxford University at the same time as I was, both of us studying Business and
Estate Management but our common interest in athletics and gymnastics brought
us together and we became good friends - I thought.
My name
is James St Clair and I too was the heir to an historic earldom (Guildford) and
a vast fortune, hence my decision to achieve the best education possible for me
so as to assist and then eventually take over from my father upon his demise,
hopefully many, many years in the future.
We were
both pretty good scholars and while we were certainly competitive, it was
always a friendly rivalry and he became a popular visitor at Guildford over
weekends and our longer vacations.
He did
not court females during the time he was at Oxford but he certainly wasn't
interested in me as a sexual partner - at least I didn't think so. Of course I had girlfriends during this time
and he seemed to fit in with us very well.
How little I knew or understood Chinese manners and customs.
Without
me being even in the slightest bit aware of it, he considered my 'flaunting' of
my current girlfriend to be totally insulting, God knows why. But of course, he kept the usual oriental
inscrutability and pretended to a close friendship while inside, he fostered a
growing hatred of me.
But then,
much later, as events unfolded, I eventually (and too late) realised he had
wanted me as his lover and considered my so-called flaunting of my current
girlfriend to be a total slap in the face and an intentional humiliation.
Oh, if I
had only realised it earlier, I would have done anything to have corrected his
misunderstandings and placated him. And
this state of ignorance continued right through until our graduation when I
farewelled him for the last time, thinking I would probably never see him
again.
He didn't
actually plan his revenge upon me but events made that very possible. Upon graduation, he went back to China and I
moved back to Guildford and began to understudy Dad in all the aspects of his
management of the estate as well as his multitudinous investments.
On this
score, he didn't actually own companies but bought and sold shares in them as
well as acquiring large parcels of real estate all of which earned him very
good returns. But these things need
careful management and he was really expert at it. I just hoped that I could be of use to him
and when it all eventually came to me, that I could be half as good as he was
in carefully fostering it all.
Some of
his investments were overseas and that included China. Being well aware of our former friendship he
asked me if I would like to travel there and check out the local stock market
personally. Naturally, I jumped at the
chance and sent an email to Wong asking if it would be possible to meet him
during my visit there.
He sent
an enthusiastic reply and indicated he would meet me at Shanghai airport.
It didn't
happen. As I was passing through customs
and immigration, I was met by uniformed police officers and told I was under
arrest. Of course I immediately tried to
call Dad but they confiscated my iPhone and passport and then took me away in a
police car.
Naturally,
I kept asking what I was accused of and why I had been arrested to all of which
they either ignored me or told me to shut up.
I never once caught sight of Wong but of course was confident that as
soon as I was permitted to contact him, he would fix it all.
No
way! I wasn't permitted to call him or
contact him in any way and was delivered into a police cell in the huge central
police station at Shanghai.
At
intervals, I was taken out of my cell and bombarded with questions relating to
spying and breaches of state security to all of which I denied and asked to see
the British Consul at which they just laughed and told me to shut up and not to
be so ridiculous.
This went
on for days but eventually I was paraded before a state court, charged with
espionage and without any opportunity to defend myself, was convicted and
sentenced to slavery for the rest of my life.
I wasn't
even surprised at this given the circumstances of my arrest and interrogation
over the last week or so. As for the
sentence of slavery, you will be well aware that a whole generation ago, that
punishment had now replaced penal incarceration of all kinds, the latter
institution being extraordinarily expensive and pretty nearly totally useless
as a corrective measure for criminals.
I wasn't
even surprised at being stripped naked in the court as total nakedness is of
course mandatory for all slaves. I was
then made to walk through the depilation machine that strips slaves of every
last skerrick of hair below their eyes, making them totally nude as well as
naked, this being considered an addition to the humiliation of nakedness which
is enforced totally throughout the world.
And
finally I had my chip glued to my body.
This tiny sliver of silicon is wafer thin and no more than six
millimetres long and about five wide and yet fulfils a number of functions
including acting as a GPS beacon to apprise the slave's owners of his location
at any given time, an activating electrode to give either a warning or a
punishment shock to its recipient, and also capable of delivering a number of
pulses (like Morse code) each of which has a specific message for the slave.
It is
easily glued permanently to his body by, in the case of a male, a tiny incision
being made in the scrotal wall, the wax paper being removed from the glued face
of the chip which is then simply placed onto the wall of the right testicle and
then a simple Band-Aid applied to the tiny wound. It may then be tested and in my
understanding, they have never had a failure.
With a female,
the same chip may be glued in a similar manner to her clitoris.
Even
through the vagaries of the coldest places on earth, nakedness is still the
rule, the only exception being that when the slave is working naked out in the
snow, his or her feet are sprayed with a product called ThermacoatŪ which forms
a clear plastic skin that insulates the sprayed part of his body from the cold
and prevents frostbite. It is therefore
obvious that the only way he may keep warm under these conditions is to work as
hard as his body is capable of out in those extreme conditions.
I was not
kept for more than a couple of days in the cells under the courthouse before
Wong appeared and with his usual oriental inscrutability, merely took delivery
of me, snapping a dog leash around the root of my cock and balls.
At first
I was extraordinarily glad to see him believing that he was there to rescue me
from the weird circumstances of my arrest and conviction. He soon disabused me of that notion, however.
In his so
perfect English, he told me what was now what: "You are now my slave for the
rest of your life, James. And believe
me, you are going to pay for all the humiliation you gave me during my time at
Oxford."
I stared
at him in horror and disbelief.
"Humiliation?" I said in utter
mystification. "I befriended you, took
you home to meet my parents and enjoy our life in the country and whilst we
were rivals in our studies, I always thought it was a friendly rivalry and that
you were as close to being my best friend as anyone else I know.
"Why on
earth would you believe that I could or would humiliate you?"
He
sneered at me. "You only befriended me
so that you could put me down and this you did by parading those disgusting
females in front of me and showing how normal and heterosexual you were
compared to me..."
I stopped
in my tracks, ignoring the pain in my genital organs from him tugging at my
leash as understanding finally penetrated the veil he had wrapped around
himself.
"You mean
you wanted me sexually? But you knew I
was and am totally heterosexual... I loved you as a friend, Wong, but at no time
did I or could I ever have considered you as a lover..."
And still
he didn't relent and I think then it was that I knew I was never going to be
able to convince him of the truth and that I hadn't intentionally set him up as
the butt of some weird sexual humour against him. I slumped in a mixture of disbelief and
horror that he was so jealous of those girlfriends and so convinced that I had
taken them on intentionally to shame and humiliate him that I doubted I would
ever be able to make him understand the truth of it.
We
reached his limousine eventually and his slave-chauffeur saluted him and opened
the back door allowing him to climb in and take his seat in the middle of the
back seat then tugged on the leash drawing me in behind him whereupon the
chauffeur closed the door.
"Now,
slave, I wish you to remove my trousers and underwear and then kneel in front
of me and take my cock in your mouth. I
want to feel you going right down on it so that your lips will graze my pubic
regions, then slowly draw back, pursing your lips around its shaft until you
reach the crown whereupon you will work your lips back and forth over it until
swooping down to the root once again.
"And this
you will continue until we reach my father's home whereupon I will assess your
performance and if I am not satisfied with it, order that you be caned in the
discipline area in the basement of the house while I watch in satisfaction as
you suffer the way you made me suffer back at Oxford."
I stared
up at him in horror but quickly assumed a kneeling position and lowered my head
down between his so muscular thighs to scoop that huge weapon into my
mouth. You are disgusted at my cowardice
in the face of sure and certain punishment?
The truth
of the matter is that as he spoke the words, I took them in and realised that
he literally had the whip hand over me.
I had been secretly arrested, interrogated and convicted. There had been no reporting and especially
the British Consul had no idea I was in the country but even if he had, they
would have cooked up a suitable story to cover my arrest and conviction and he
would have been powerless to prevent them.
Further,
although performing the act he had demanded of me totally disgusted me, I was
very well aware that the Chinese have through thousands of years been famed as
the most competent and cunning torturers the world has ever seen. I therefore had no doubt that given his
hatred of me, he wouldn't hesitate to use all and any of them on my body.
I wanted
to survive this ordeal and to do so I had to keep my wits about me and bend
with the wind and performing fellatio on his enormous weapon now seemed to me
to be the only possible recourse open to me.
I have
found through my life that when it is necessary to do something, the best
result is achieved by applying oneself to the very best of one's ability and
accordingly, I decided to make this act as pleasurable for him as it was
possible for me to achieve and to slam down my own repugnance and growing
nausea at what I had to do.
Accordingly,
I asked him if he could not derive more pleasure from this act if I was to
carefully remove the rest of his clothing so that my hands could rove over his
body seeking out the erogenous zones and thereby adding to his pleasure.
He stared
down at me in confusion. "You want now
to pleasure me with your body, James?"
"As I see
it, Master, I don't have any option but more importantly than that we were once
very good friends and I still have such feelings for you and therefore if I can
now perform this little service for you to the best of my ability, it may serve
to convince you that I still have a love for you..."
Fatuous
nonsense? Grasping at straws to save me
from a fate worse than death? No! Not at all!
And neither had I suddenly switched from a totally heterosexual mindset
to a strongly gay one. But my mind had assessed
the situation and this seemed to me to be the best way to deal with it.
I could
see he still wasn't convinced but he did allow me to unbutton his shirt and
carefully remove it from his body revealing that magnificent physique that I
had so admired during our workouts in the gymnasium.
I then
reached up with my fingertips to search out those erogenous zones I had
mentioned and at the same time lowered my head down onto his now fully erect
cock, taking it in my mouth and beginning to use the lips around the corona and
then gradually further down the shaft and finally, slamming down the gag
reflex, took it all down my throat so that my lips were now grazing against the
flat planes of his lower belly.
What did
I now feel emotionally as my fingertips delighted in his silken-soft skin and
underlying near-perfect muscles and I actually experienced his massive cock
right down my throat?
I suspect
you are not going to be surprised that I wasn't horrified, appalled and
disgusted at what I was doing and in fact was now deriving considerable
pleasure from it. I know I was surprised
myself as this new emotion gradually took hold.
If you are a male reading this account, and are also heterosexual, you
will be thinking that I should have been disgusted and mortified at what I was
being forced to do. But I wasn't.
Yes, I
did find the gag reflex a bit of a problem but as his huge cock moved slowly
past the opening into my trachea and oesophagus and right down it, the nerves
gradually accustomed themselves to this invader whilst on a thinking level, I
made myself consider the pleasure that could be derived from his body, both
inside and out.
And my
mind obeyed the directions I was giving it.
I actually began now to enjoy caressing his so perfect body and to
performing fellatio on his penis and then also began fondling his testicles.
Yes, I
know you are now saying I must have been a latent queer all my life. Be assured, I was not. I know in my deepest heart my sexual
predilections lie with the female and not the male. What I was doing was firmly instructing my
mind to put aside those convictions and to make the absolute best of my current
situation.
The
beauty of it is that it worked. As I
continued to pleasure him, he gradually relaxed his vigilance and lay back there
in a near supine position with his knees spread wide and his whole wonderful
physique now exposed to me and on a purely aesthetic level, I could delight and
appreciate his body as I worked on it to give him sublime pleasure with my
mouth and fingers.
He didn't
talk much and I was pleased that that because all my mental efforts were now
concentrating on living the lie and pretending to a supreme delight in what I
was doing and if I had to talk with him, I thought it might be extremely
difficult to keep up the charade.
But then
he decided to up the ante, so to speak.
"You have
done well so far, boy. But I am now
going to raise my feet up onto your shoulders and I want you now to lick my
arse. I want to feel your tongue pushing
right inside it, cleaning it, working it and giving me supreme pleasure in the
process.
I didn't
dare look at him nor did I even think about the act he had now directed me to
perform on him. I had been pretty well
able to suck his cock, but this? I don't
think I could imagine anything more horrible but then I mentally slammed those
thoughts down. Prior to making the
decision to take his cock into my mouth, it too would have seemed about as bad
as it gets. Well I now had to do the
same thing with this new trial.
I drew my
lips back off his still rigid penis and now got my head down even further my
nose now in between the stretched wide open buttock cheeks and very tentatively
poked my tongue out at the crinkly little rosebud that was his anal muscle.
And once
again, the wrath of God did not descend upon me and in fact, all I felt was
that I was actually licking some part of his body. The fact that it was his anus - the orifice
out of which he exited his turds, I slammed right out of my mind and once
again, discovered the act to be not exactly pleasurable but at least
bearable. The biggest problem I now had
was that he had demanded that I actually push my tongue right inside that
powerful muscle and thus be exposed to the disgusting, smelly slime inside
there.
But once
again exercising my mind to carry out this new and so horrible task, I closed
it to those thoughts and began to push the tip of my tongue inside, again
fearing the worst but very surprised to find it relatively clean and the act
not nearly as horrible as I had suspected.
With my
hands now on his so beautifully muscled thighs, that were perfectly exposed as
the underside of his knees were resting on my shoulders, I began pushing deeper
and working my tongue around the tissues inside there and to my again utter
astonishment, found it to be marginally better than bearable and so I continued
on, my hands stroking up-and-down his thigh muscles and my head bobbing back
and forth as I drove my tongue in and out of his anus.
I didn't
have time to wonder where we were going or what the slave-chauffeur must be
thinking as he looked back at us in his rear vision mirror. All my mental energies were engaged in
performing these so horrible tasks without thinking about that part of it and
trying to derive pleasure from what I was doing.
A big
ask, you may think. It certainly was at
first, but then as my nerves adjusted to the new sensations I found myself able
to think about what I was doing as an act of love. You are astounded? So was I!
How could I possibly love what I was doing to this young man who had
been my best friend for all my years at Oxford and had now turned on me in this
terrible way?
What I
did was to ask myself why he had reacted so horribly to what he thought as an
act of betrayal on my part for I'm sure he really did believe that I was only
parading the couple of girlfriends I had during my Oxford years in front of him
in order to tease him and at the same time deny him my body.
And what
I came up with was the beginnings of an understanding of his psyche. I now decided that he had probably been a
latent homosexual all his life and that he had had to hide it because of
parental displeasure if he owned up to it.
I then
wondered what the standard Chinese attitude to homosexuality might be. In my own country and in Western society
generally, it has gone through periods of total repression and others of total
acceptance and everything in between.
Could China be the same?
I thought
that was more than likely. And then I
thought of my own family and what their reaction might have been if I had been
born gay. For by now most scientific
thought very much opined that the sexuality of a new born child was very much
dependent on two factors: the first and most important is heredity; the second
the culture of the people around him or her.
I think my family is pretty tolerant but as the question has never
arisen, I can't be sure what Dad and Mother might have said and how they would
have reacted if I had suddenly come out and informed them that I was gay. As I thought about it, I began to think they
would have been less than pleased and perhaps Wong might be in the same boat.
Well I
certainly couldn't resolve the question but I would be keeping my eyes and ears
open once we arrived at what I presumed would be his family home and react
accordingly.
On the
other hand, if he was openly gay there and they accepted it, then I would go
along with it just as I had during this trip in the limousine. The old saying, 'Discretion is the better
part of valour' is to me a most pragmatic way of dealing with problems. It is all very well to stand on one's dig
when one's honour is at stake but I could see no point in it in my present
situation. And as I thought about it,
considered that most slaves upon their conviction and sentence would probably
adopt the same attitude.
As these
thoughts tumbled through my mind, I could feel the vehicle slowing and turning
into what I presumed was a driveway or perhaps a lane leading to the
house. Remember, with my head down and
my tongue now still working on his anus, I couldn't see anything outside of the
vehicle. It seemed quite a long time
before I felt the vehicle turning and then stopping at which Wong then directed
me to help him dress while the chauffeur took his time in shutting down the
vehicle and getting out and while glancing in at the back area, eventually
satisfied himself that his young master was now suitably dressed and he could
open the back door to allow him to alight.
That he
did so without a passing glance or comment at me, suggested to me that his
anger at me was very definitely real and so I now wondered what I was facing in
his father's household.