Chapter 1
It is of
little consequence that you should know neither my name nor my history such as
it is. To my clients I am, quite simply, the Counsellor. Perhaps it is a strong
kink in my nature, a fever in the blood that has ordained in me a wilder course
of life. I recognised something frightening in the conventional order that
follows the course of a placid stream out into the rolling oblivion of the
ocean void. In me was a desire to live dangerously and I was quite well
equipped to confront the jagged rocks and treacherous shoals of change and the
excitement of the unforeseen.
Let us agree
simply that human nature is about as bad as it can be and on that universal
premise I have made it my humble lot, as a counsellor, to redress the balance
between the romance of domestic virtue and malicious pleasure enshrined in the
words of a great author, 'God damn my wife. She is an excellent woman, but I
wish she was in hell.' Since I made the decision a small but select group of
such excellent women have passed through my seemingly modest Academy, brought
to account for their appalling attitudes to their husbands and lovers. My
objective is to make them thoroughly amenable to their husbands and thereby to
bring back into their family life a spirit of adventure rooted in the delights
of the flesh.
One day when
returning from a trip to collect a very special pedestal, a robust piece of
discipline equipment designed to hold a client rigid with her bottom well
presented for treatment, I heard Kerry, that excellent woman, shouting at her
husband with unbridled anger. So much contempt and hatred was
there in her voice that I decided it was time for me to intervene. How
appropriate was it that she should be the first to test my new gadget? I could
think of no one better suited to it.
I had passed
her house a number of times and, too often, hearing her bawling voice rising in
contempt, had fought hard against charging right in there all guns blazing.
Hearing her laying down the law with such vehemence made me want to crash
through the front door, drag her out by her hair, fling her into the back of my
car and take her to the Academy for some very severe treatment. Her attitude to her husband was getting out
of hand. Kerry Roget needed to be seriously dealt with. She was the kind of
woman in the treatment of whom I excelled as a counsellor.
Fortuitously
I had met Dominic, her husband, in the Cat and Fiddle one night a few days
later, drowning his sorrows. I had known of their existence for some time but
only in passing, having neither visited their home nor met them socially. I
had, however, been close enough to witness Dominic's sad decline. Here now I
was presented with the golden opportunity to do something about it. In a cosy
corner of the pub, after some minor pleasantries, I put forward my proposition.
It is always a delicate thing, to intervene between a man and his wife but this
is, after all, my avowed purpose in life.
And I was not a little in demand.
Once I had
broken through Dominic's natural defences and got him talking it was clear from
both the evidence I already had and from what he added that Kerry was obviously
blind to everything except her own selfish needs and was, therefore, well in
need of my particular brand of counselling.
Throwing
tantrums, so often the feminine way of getting what they want, was to Kerry a
successful habit. Her barbed and merciless tongue was alarmingly proficient.
As Dominic
continued to unburden himself it was becoming increasingly clear that I would
enjoy bringing such a recalcitrant woman to heel. I explained to Dominic that
my task as a Counsellor was to make permanent changes to his wife by getting
her to understand her position in the scheme of things. I told him that it
often required weeks of careful management at The Academy, that the treatment
is largely therapeutic and, so far, always successful. I did not feel the need
to explain that my methods were sometimes pleasurable, at least for me, and
often painful for the client. I assured Dominic that I could help him by
restoring the proper balance in their marriage. "You must give me carte blanc
and put absolute trust in me." I told him.
At this he
baulked rather but after a long reflective silence he looked up at me with a
distraught expression. "Anything!" He was clearly at the end of his
tether. "I just can't live with her any
longer. She is no longer the woman I married. The damned bitch is taking me for
a fool and a sucker! Why the bloody hell has she turned into such an absolute
cow? Why? Why?" He was close to a breakdown and, like a drowning man, was
desperate for the lifeline I was throwing him.
Kerry, like
so many women today, seemed to be possessed of the belief that she had a right
to make life hell for any, including her husband, who fails to fulfil, to the
very letter, her every wish. Her demands had become ever more unreasonable and,
on occasions, downright outrageous so that Dominic, who was utterly devoted to
her, was tied up in seemingly inextricable knots with the effort of just trying
to keep her happy. How dare she, a mere woman, behave like this? She had
reached a point in which all was take, take, take and no give. She was even
refusing to give him the comforts of her own body and that, in my book, is a
mortal sin. And, for Chrissake, the bitch would go ballistic if he ever dared
to look at another woman. How dare she deny him the basic needs of a healthy
man? What kind of bloody arrogance is that? Evidently she was suffering from an
acute reluctance to maintain either a sense of perspective or understanding.
She had to be made to accept that in all things there must be an understanding
of the concept of moderation. As with so many who did abuse their husbands
Kerry deliberately exercised the selfish belief that Dominic should 'do as I
say and not do as I do." I wonder, in the telling, if Kerry was being
unfaithful and getting fucked by some bloke, a friend of the family or a
workmate or ... but why should I care? My job was to bring her back to her
husband and that I would most assuredly do.
Many women
in today's world have lost the understanding of what a partnership really means
and it is that basic error which has allowed me to construct a niche in the
market setting out to restore perspective and to renew the understanding
between husband and wife. By disabusing those women of so fundamental a fault I
am, in my own small way, contributing toward making the world a better place. I
have created an environment in which such bullying tactics are turned on their
head. I do this by making these misguided women understand that the image of
the aggressive slave/mistress they have adopted so inefficiently is way out of
line and distorts entirely the actual and very subtle relationship that exists
between a professional Mistress and her clients. What these wives don't
understand in that the Mistresses on whom, it would seem, they try
(unsuccessfully) to base themselves are the very people to whom discontented
husbands go to for solace. I have learned much over the years from those women
with whom I have had cause to deal and, sadly, have discovered in some of them
a streak of barbarism annealed with cynicism that it has been all but
impossible to erase.
The true
Mistress, magnificent creatures one and all are neither barbaric nor cynical.
They are highly skilled and have an immense understanding of the male psyche.
They are so much in demand today because of the Kerry's of this world whose
inability to understand men and even to understand the very principles for
which they, as women, are put on this planet, makes them unfit as wives and
partners. In their ignorance, largely borne of arrogance, her kind of woman
stupidly pushes their relationship to the limits of endurance with a
ruthlessness borne of an astonishing belief in their own superiority. Kerry
embodied that ugly trait. She had pushed the boundaries far beyond her knowing
and achieved ... what? She had lost her way and it was for me to guide her back on
to the path of respect and care for her husband. I had to master her by
whatever force I was obliged to use to broach her self-esteem.
It is, for
my part, a pleasurable way of living though, because of the exciting physical
contact, one has to guard against involvement, a boundary so easily and often
unwittingly crossed. The relationship, necessarily intimate, must never be
allowed to become emotional. I had to learn to inflict corrective licence
dispassionately without involving the heart. It had been a hard lesson to learn
because, in spite of everything, I adore women.
Not for the
first time in my career as a counsellor I was fixing my sights on correcting a
cross-eyed, ill-conceived notion now so evident in Kerry. Believe me I intend
to use harsh means, as I have done with many previous clients, to relieve her
of her delusions. She had to understand that on her present course she was
achieving only the contempt and the alienation of her husband; hatred from
those people, often of both sexes, close within her orbit and contempt from
those who mayhap drift into - and thankfully out of - her orbit.
Her kind of
woman despises the man they dominate and because of it their demands become
ever greater and ever more unreasonable. Many wish to push their husbands into
total submission and subservience, to subject them to the most demeaning
slavery and humiliation or reduce them to penury while lavishing all upon
themselves. It rather poses the question of why they had ever married. All this
revolves in a vicious circle which I am well equipped to break. My orbit was
going to cross hers and she was going to have a very wobbly time of it. She
would wonder at the torment I would put her through and cry at the discipline
as they all have done, but in the end she will thank me for the guidance and
the enlightenment. It is ever thus in the way of women and Kerry needed to
understand that she was but a mere woman.
I bought
Dominic another drink or two to seal the bargain. Inwardly I was revelling at
the very idea of getting his wife into my Academy and into my clutches. We
parted on the understanding that I would be in contact with him once a week at
an appointed time to provide progress reports.
Already I
was picturing Kerry mounted on the pedestal which I had securely fixed to the
cold stone floor of one of my cellar annexes. I envisioned her naked bum held
high and well exposed to my treatment, whatever that may be, and however it
might hurt. The physical pain I inflicted was generally mild because more than
that was unnecessary. All that was demanded was to bring about the more
exquisite pain of deep and measured humiliation oh, and a good measure of
enforced sex. I knew well about the formidable power of the cock in bringing a
woman to rights and I have a formidable cock.