Blonde Girl, Black
School 2
Have you ever felt as if
your life was rushing away and not giving you any chance to catch up? That was
sure how I was feeling! Things were hectic and stressful enough starting
college - something I'd never expected to be able to do in the first place -
without it being an almost all-Black college!
But I'd coped!
If it would get me out of
small-town Louisiana and get me a decent job I'd cope with almost anything! And
the volleyball athletic scholarship to Xavier university had opened up a lot of
unexpected options in my life!
Okay, so the place was
about 85% Black. And most of the rest were Asians or Hispanics. I still wasn't
the only white girl here by a long shot. And it wasn't like I was a big old
racist. Having mostly lived in a segregated area I'd hardly ever even known any
Blacks anyway.
I had heard they were
really oversexed, though, and that had proven to be true. The Black men on
campus made no secret of their appreciation for my blonde hair and fair skin.
They were way more up front about what they wanted than the boys had been in
Dayton.
But I could cope with guys
wanting my body. It wasn't exactly a new thing, after all!
What had overloaded my mind
lately had been the girls on the volleyball team, particularly the captain!
Jasmine was tall, beautiful, and very strong - both her body and her will. And
somehow or other I had found myself getting seduced - forcefully seduced - into
a weird sort of lesbian relationship with her!
It wasn't even only her!
Another Black girl, Shaquila, had joined Jasmine and me in the shower at the
gym, and the two of them had been overwhelming! Their hands and lips had been
all over me! And they'd used my own bottles of shampoo and conditioner to fuck
me and make me climax repeatedly!
That was... mortifying! I
was shocked by what they'd done but even more shocked at how I'd reacted! I'd
never considered myself weak willed, but I'd been helpless, in the face of the
wild heat swirling inside me, to do anything but let them do whatever they
wanted!
And it had gotten worse
when I'd come back to the dorm with Jasmine! The captain had played a sick kind
of tie-up game, pretending I was her slave girl! And there she'd taught me how
to please her with my lips and tongue while using a big black dildo to ride me
like... like a bitch in heat!
And again, instead of
refusing and stalking out I'd given in and let the woman do whatever she
wanted! Oh, partly it was for fear of being forced off the team. I needed to be
on the volleyball team, after all, needed that scholarship! I sure couldn't
afford to alienate the captain!
So sure, that had caused me
some hesitation in how I reacted, but that wasn't what had made me come like a
whore! Jasmine had put her hand over my mouth to silence my screams of
pleasure!
God! I'd never felt that
kind of sensory overload in my life! It wasn't like I was a virgin but I'd
certainly never experienced anything like that sort of sexual heat, hunger and
pressure! It had been like I was drowning in it! I couldn't stop her from doing
anything she wanted even if she hadn't tied me up!
But I wasn't a lesbian! I
knew that! I had never felt attracted to girls before, even though I had always
been aware it was a 'thing', you know, for girls to mess around together for
play. I'd had sex with guys and I liked it!
Of course, Jasmine had a
boyfriend, too, and so did Shaquila. This was just them messing around, was
all. But it blew my mind how it had, well, blown my mind! I was still trying to
sort myself out in my room afterward, trying to figure out why I had gone along
with it, and felt such an intense sexual high!
And then, of course, and
now, came the anxiety about where this was all going. Jasmine had an
overpowering personality. She seemed to me to be a girl who got what she
wanted, and she clearly wanted me! I wanted nothing to do with her!
Or, well, I mean, I didn't
but... but I couldn't escape the wild echo of heat and pleasure and passion
that resonated through me every time I remembered the wicked, perverted things
she'd done to me! It had been the wildest, most intensely sexual experience of
my life, and the sexual pressure within me had been suffocating!
Why? I had no idea! But I
had done anything she told me, said anything she told me to say, even saying I
was her bitch and her slave girl and I loved black cock and black pussy! Ugh!
How humiliating! How degrading!
I lived in fear the next
day. It wasn't fear of Jasmine attacking me and tearing my clothes off, of
course. No, it was the fear born of my experience in small town Dayton,
Louisiana, which was fear of everyone finding out, of the sneering looks and
the cutting remarks.
But no one in any of my
classes seemed to be looking at me any differently. No one said anything that
suggested they'd heard what a lesbian slut I was! The guys, mostly black, still
looked at me like wolves examining a pork chop, and the girls all glared at me
like I was gonna steal their boyfriends.
Black guys liked blonde
girls. I knew that much. I mean, everyone liked blondes. But it seemed,
weirdly, that Black guys were hotter for them than white guys. This was a
college, so there wasn't a lot of suggestive, much less obscene comments, but
guys I barely knew tried to talk me into going out with them, or at least
having lunch with them several times every day.
I said no, that I wasn't
dating or seeing any guys for at least my first month at school, until I got
settled in my classes and on the team, because they were my priority. That was
partly right, but it was also that I didn't want to date no Black guys. First,
because it was freaking Louisiana, and second because all the Black girls were
just waiting for me to start stealing their men.
Way safer to just stay by
myself. It wasn't like I was looking to meet a husband or nothing. I wanted to
graduate as a pharmacist and move to a big city and enjoy life, not settle down
and make babies.
And if I was looking for a
husband he sure wouldn't be no black guy! If I was gonna stay anywhere in the
South that would just make my life way more complicated than it needed to be.
Even in the North it could cause trouble. A lotta people didn't look too kindly
on White girls sleeping with Black men, and a lot of Black women didn't like it
neither.
Plenty of white guys out
there who wouldn't cause trouble. I'd eventually pick one of them. Of course,
there weren't very many here at school, but I wasn't in no hurry.
And then all out of the
blue had come these girls stepping into my shower and then ... messing with me!
What in the damn hell was I supposed to do about it all!?
I was just finished my last
class when I got a text on my cell phone. I glanced at it and it was like my
heart just stopped and my chest tightened so I could barely breath! It was from
Jasmine!
Special rookie practice.
Five sharp tonight in my room. Be there. Dinner will be provided.
Rookie practice? In her
dorm room!? That didn't make no sense!
How do you practice
volleyball in a dorm room, I sent back.
We got these things called
plays, blonde girl, which you get in a book, she wrote back.
I flushed uncertainly. I
had a lot of suspicion about whether that was really why she was inviting me
over but what was I supposed to do? Refuse? I couldn't do that! What I was
gonna have to do was tell her that what had happened was... uh, freaky and that
we weren't gonna do it no more.
Although, to be absolutely
honest, the thought of that stuff was still making my heart race, and was still
making me feel kind of shaky. I didn't want to do that stuff but... but I did!
I mean, some part of me did! Like, that part down between my legs! The part of
me raised in Dayton, Louisiana wanted no part of it, no how!
Course, I wasn't in
Dayton, any more. I was in New Orleans.
But I'd only been here a
couple of weeks and you don't throw off where you were raised so quick and
easy.
Anyway, there wasn't any
real choice. I had to go to her dorm room, which was on the top floor of my own
building. I went to my place first, the anxiety swirling inside me. I felt all
fidgety, and changed clothes, into something that was real frumpy and
conservative. But then I figured that was too obvious and she'd laugh at me, so
I just changed into shorts and a T-shirt. I wore a sexy bra and thong under it,
though, because if somehow we did wind up doing
something I wanted to look nice.
So anyway, I waited till
the last minute, then took the elevator up to her floor, walking down the
narrow corridor like I was headed for my doom, even though my lower belly was
kind of pulsing with anticipation. I knocked, feeling uncharacteristically shy,
and after a moment, she opened the door.
"Get yourself in here,
blonde girl," she said. "You're late."
I went in and she closed
the door behind me.
"Only a minute," I said.
Crack!
I yelped at the slap to my
bottom.