Chantelle grinned
and busied herself filling a huge copper kettle with water as Michael divested
himself of his remaining clothes. In spite of her promise, she stole a quick,
furtive glance as he pulled his underpants off. He was not a bad looking boy
she thought but he was too skinny. He didn't have the firm masculine build of
Jacques. He was more delicate and slender, almost feminine, like her younger
brother Roget. His hands were long and graceful like a musician's or an
artist's. His body was nearly hairless, bar the unruly shock of brown hair on
his head, that seemed a little long for army regulations, and the fuzz of hair
about his crutch. His buttocks were well rounded and neat and his flaccid
manhood looked at least adequate. He was quite a pretty boy really. He would be
more at home in a café on the Boulevard Montmartre in Paris than in a soldier's
dress in the trenches.
Michael hastily
wrapped the robe about himself and Chantelle turned towards him with an amused
smile. "So, give me your clothes and I will hang them to dry." Michael timidly
handed over his bedraggled uniform and underclothes and, with a brisk, business
like efficiency Chantelle arrayed them on racks before the fire. She had
several large pots and kettles heating on the range too. From one of these she
prepared a warm drink for Michael who took it with gratitude. To his surprise
it was tea but unlike any tea he had ever drunk. It was weak by the standards
of the tea he was used to back in Accrington and notably weaker than the standard
army brew which was a noxious tannic liquid so strong it stained the mug brown.
It was sweet with honey though and there was a heady alcoholic aroma rising
from it. Chantelle had laced it generously with cognac. Michael thought for a
moment about asking if he could have some milk in it as he was used to but he
kept his peace and found the sweet hot tea surprisingly pleasant and warming.
"Are you hungry?"
Chantelle asked him. Michael nodded eagerly. It was hours since he had last
eaten and that only some bully beef and biscuits. He regarded Chantelle's
preparations with trepidation however. She placed another pot on the big fire
to heat up and he peered at it fearfully, uncertain of the contents. He hadn't
had the chance to sample French cooking during his short time in France and he
wasn't sure he wanted to. He'd heard alarming stories about frog's legs and
snails. In the event he need not have worried. Chantelle had heated up the last
of a pot au feu; a sort of rustic farmhouse staple casserole of mutton and
vegetables not greatly dissimilar from the Lancashire Hotpot he was familiar
with from home. She pulled up a chair at the wooden kitchen table and ladled
out a generous helping accompanied with some good home-made bread. Michael fell
to ravenously. It was delicious; almost as good as his mother's cooking.
As he ate
Chantelle plied him with questions about his life in the army. He answered her
hesitantly, reluctant to voice his fears and gnawing doubts. Chantelle
perceived them in any case for she was a shrewd woman and could look behind the
manly façade Michael tried to portray and see the frightened boy beyond. She
felt a terrible sadness. How could they send such an innocent child to war?
Living in such proximity to the front lines Chantelle was under no illusions
about this young boy's chances of survival. Even if he lived he would be
forever scarred by the experience; aged beyond his tender years when he should
be chasing girls not seeking out death on a battlefield. Would his mother even
recognise him if he ever came home? Would he be crippled or blinded by gas or
come awake in the night screaming in fear as his nightmares brought him back to
the front? What tragic folly! Did we value our young men so little that we
could squander their lives as fodder for the guns in their hundreds of
thousands? And now there was to be a great battle! Was there a God yet who
might protect this fragile young man from the maelstrom to come?
Shaking the
melancholy from her mind, Chantelle rose to prepare his bath. She hauled a
large zinc tub from the kitchen storeroom, laid it before the fire and began to
fill it with scalding hot water from her pots and kettles. She adjusted the
temperature of the water in the bath and laid out a cake of soap, a bath brush
and a large woollen towel. Michael watched her anxiously. Evidently
she expected him to take a bath here in the kitchen! The bath itself was a fine
idea. Hot baths were a rare luxury in the army. He just hoped that she would
allow him privacy as he bathed.
"Have you eaten
enough?" she asked him.
"Y...yes ma-am."
"Good! Then slip
off your robe and get into the tub while the water is still hot."
"Er... aren't you
goin' ter leave the room?"
Chantelle stifled
a smile; amused by his timidity. "I don't think you have anything I have not
seen before Michael." She shrugged. "But if you are too shy I will turn my back
while you get into the tub."
She turned around
and Michael nervously shed his robe and dipped a toe into the bath water.
"Aiee!" he yelped. "It's too 'ot!" He withdrew his testing toe rapidly.
Chantelle
grinned. "I will put some cold in it." she told him. She picked up a large jug
of cold water and plied it over the bath as Michael tried to shuffle behind
her, blushing furiously and trying to cover his private parts with his hands.
"There now!" she declared. "It is cooler now. Come along now, get in and I will
make you some more tea."
Cringing in
embarrassment Michael stepped into the water. It was still too hot for his
comfort and he gasped as he lowered himself down into the tub. It was awkward
washing himself with only one hand for the other was trying to retain some
modicum of his modesty by concealing his genitals. Chantelle was trying not to
laugh as she prepared another drink for him. This young boy's innocence was
charmingly endearing. She was enjoying the sight of his young body too although
she was careful to limit her perusal of it to furtive glances. He was too thin
though. She hoped, if he survived the war, he would find some nice girl
somewhere who would feed him up a bit.
She finished the
preparation of his drink and brought it over to the bath tub. Michael hunched
in the tub blushing scarlet; his hands still clamped over his genitals. She
held out the mug to him and he released one hand to take it tentatively. She
noticed for the first time that he had a scar on his shoulder. She frowned and
reached out a hand to touch it. "You have been wounded?" she asked.
Michael flinched
at her touch and swallowed. "Er.... er no. I gorrit playin' rugby at school."
She stroked a
finger along the scar and smiled. "Are you good at rugby?"
Michael shook his
head. "No... not very." he croaked in a hoarse voice. It was true. He'd hated
rugby at school. It was a sport for big strong boys not sensitive, slightly
built young men like Michael.
She rested a hand
on his shoulder and smiled at him. "Give me the brush," she said, "and I will
scrub your back."
Having his back
washed was sheer torment for Michael. Her hands upon him and her close
proximity sent shivers through his body. She dipped a pan into the water and
doused his hair, lathering up the soap to shampoo it for him. She was leaning
over him as she did so and her breasts were very close to his face. Her thin
nightgown was damp from her ministrations and he could see the shape of her
nipples protruding against the material. He seemed to have trouble breathing
and, in despair, he felt his penis twitch into life and become erect. He prayed
fervently that she would not see it.
But of course she did! However much he tried to conceal it
behind his hands his penis betrayed him, the tip of it questing at the surface
of the bath water. Chantelle leaned forward and fixed her eyes on it, the
flicker of a smile dancing on her face. She raised an eyebrow in amused
appreciation. "Oh la la! You are a big boy for one so
thin!" she remarked conversationally.
Had the ground
opened into a chasm and swallowed him up Michael would have regarded it as a
fortuitous circumstance at that moment. He had never felt so mortified in his
entire life. "I...I'm sorry." He croaked despairingly.
But Chantelle's interest was aroused and she reached down to pull his hand
away. "'Ere! Wot are yer doin'?" Michael protested in horrified outrage.
Michelle grinned
at him. "I am just looking." she told him unreassuringly. "Don't be shy. I have
seen men before you know." She took a long appraisal, murmuring to herself in
French, as Michael squirmed in embarrassment. "You should not be shy." she told
him. "You are a big boy. Most boys they would be proud to be so big."
Michael cringed.
"Oh 'ell!" he muttered miserably.
Chantelle smiled
gently and stroked his back with her hand. "Do you have a girlfriend Michael;
some little English rose back home perhaps?"
Michael swallowed
and nodded feebly. "Aye... well sort of." He tried to think of Rosy but her
face seemed a long way away now.
"Sort of?"
"Well there's
this lass back 'ome I were goin' out wi' on and off."
"I see. She is a
lucky girl then. Un grande jeune homme comme toi! Elle sera heureuse avec une
bitoune comme ça!"
"Eh?"
Chantelle grinned
and nodded at his penis. "I say your girlfriend must be very pleased that she have such a big boy as you."
"Oh 'ell!
She's.... well she's never seen.... ah mean she's not seen us wi' out me
clothes on."
Chantelle raised
her eyebrows in surprise. "What? Never?"
Michael shook his
head. "No."
"You have never
make the love with your girl?"
Michael
swallowed. "No. She's... well she's a good girl like. Wants ter save it fer
when she's wed."
Chantelle frowned
and her hand caressed his back more languidly. "And you Michael? Are you saving
it too?"
Michael grimaced
sheepishly. "Er I aven't 'ad much option 'til now. Me lass did let us kiss 'er
once but that were all."
"You have never
been with a woman?"
"No ma-am."
"Not even a
pute... a whore?"
"Oh 'ell no!"
Chantelle was
appalled. The boy was a virgin! They had sent him off to war without even that
he had known a woman. He might die in the battle coming and have never known
bliss in a woman's arms! Perhaps it was because she was French but to Chantelle
it was the most horrible thing imaginable. Surely life could not be so cruel.
Surely fate could bless this young man just once with the joy of a woman before
the war took his life from him. Suddenly she felt very sad and protective for
him. She allowed her voice to sink to a sultry low whisper. "Then it is time
somebody made a man out of you Michael."
She slid her hand
into the bath water. Michael jumped as he felt her fingertips brush his
erection.