You would think that Bonnie seducing
Jason and allowing him to get her pregnant on purpose would have dissuaded me
from my goal of barebacking Jason, but you would be
wrong.
The way I looked at it Bonnie got
what she deserved. Actually, make that
'got what she wanted'. Yes, Bonnie was,
and still is, my BFF, but she now admits that she totally fucked me over by
sleeping with Jason before I did. She
ignored her responsibility to use birth control, slept with the guy one time, and just happened to get pregnant. Of course Jason knows nothing about this, and
I sure as hell am not going to be the one to tell him, at least until I get him
to bareback me the way that he did Bonnie.
I seriously doubt that getting him to
do that is going to be a problem because I am virgin territory for him. I don't mean I'm actually a virgin. No, what I mean is that for Jason I am a
'bareback virgin', in other words a woman who has never had a bare cock inside
of her, unencumbered by a condom. The
conversation I had with Jason months ago, when I first tricked him into
broaching the subject, still echoes through my mind:
"But Alison, don't you ever feel like
giving into the heat of the moment? Feeling the friction of his bare skin against yours? Just saying to yourself,
'Fuck it, I don't care what happens, I just want to have sex with this guy?'"
he asked me, looking me straight in the eye with just the hint of a twinkle
around the corner of his firm upturned mouth, so that I would know that he was
kind-of, sort-of joking around with me, but not totally.
So I decide to play along with him,
to see how far he is willing to push the envelope. "Jason, are you serious!? Whenever I have sex I wear a diaphragm and
make sure the guy has two condoms on, plus I'm always on the pill," I smiled
back at him, wrinkling my forehead and looking at him with my big innocent baby
blue eyes wide open in mock shock. I
wanted him to know that I was kind-of, sort-of joking back with him, although
to be honest, and just between you and me, some of the stuff I told him was
absolutely true, the stuff about the diaphragm and condoms and the pill that
is, although not all of them at the same time.
I also knew right then and there that
I was going to let him bareback me, to see if this guy really had what it takes
to seed me, to get me knocked up and pregnant, to satisfy my curiosity if
nothing else, consequences be damned.
Jason is my mixed doubles tennis
partner at the racquet club that we both belong to and I know for a fact that
he thinks I am as WASPy as they come, which I won't
deny for a second. My family has lived
in the City for generations and over the years has become involved in banking
and finance. I knew
early on that Jason was interested in me, so I let it drop in casual
conversation, just to make sure he knew that I wasn't another blond, blue-eyed
dumb WASP with a great body, that I held a junior position at a bank in the
suburbs that my father owns and I also let him know in no uncertain terms that
I was being groomed for bigger and better things. I am thirty-something, mid-height, have a
nice athletic-looking body with just the right amount of curves, and have the
blond hair to match my alabaster skin and baby blue eyes. I have gone to the right schools, am involved
in the right charities, but I am also street smart - something that many people
would not expect a White Anglo-Saxon Protestant girl raised in a protective
environment to have. But I do, and it
serves me well, especially with a guy like Jason. I intuitively sensed that because he thought
I was naive that he would be able to worm his way into my mind, my heart and
eventually that hot little place between my legs.
Two hours ago we had won the mixed
doubles tournament with a third set tie breaker and I was still floating on
cloud nine because this was the first time that I have won anything ever in my
life, thanks to Jason's help. After the
awards ceremony we hung out with the rest of the club tennis players in the
lounge for celebratory drinks. Now it
was just Jason and I sitting alone out on the patio that overlooks the main
center tennis court. The fire pit next
to us burns warm, taking the chill out of the nippy spring air and adding to
the warmth that we are both feeling from the first bottle of red wine that was
sitting empty in the center of the table.
I watch circumspectly as our waitress uncorks a second bottle and refills our
glasses. "You're not trying to get me
drunk, are you Jason?"
"What, me? Why, do I have to?" you smile back at my
tease. "Seriously, I'm enjoying your
company way too much, there's no way I want you to fall asleep on me."
I can feel my face glowing in the
pale light of the patio, flush from the wine that we have been drinking, and I
remember that your body absorbs alcohol quicker than usual after a workout,
meaning that if I wasn't light headed already, I would
be very, very soon. In truth I do not
want to get drunk with you tonight, because I have other plans that require
your being somewhat sober for me. We sit
together for a moment without saying a word, enjoying the presence of each
other's company, then I decide to toy with you just a
bit. I'm curious to discover if you know
what you did to Bonnie, her getting pregnant on purpose from you and all.
"So what ever happened with you and
Bonnie?" I ask, putting on my best innocent look. "I haven't seen her around the club, except
for the one night that I ran into the two of you in the parking lot."
You almost choke on your wine when
you hear my words, and I can literally feel the dread and horror sweep through
your body. Yes Jason, you little cock
sucker, that would be the night when I caught you and Bonnie kissing, caught
you fondling her erect nipple through her silk blouse, squeezing her so hard
that she gasped in pain and pleasure as you kissed. You think I did not see any of that, don't
you Jason? You had obviously decided
before that night that you were going to bed her, and thanks to you thinking
with your dick instead of your brain, your getting
Bonnie pregnant pushed back my months of scheming to get you to bareback me
first.