Chapter One
Playing Roles
"Yes, sir," Melanie spoke
quickly into the headset. "I understand what you're saying."
"No, you don't!" the man
snapped at her from the other side of phone connection. "If you understood, you
wouldn't be doing this! How am I supposed to put food on the table for my kids?"
"Sir, I'm sorry that you're
having financial problems," she sighed as she spoke. "But the Court Order
entitles us to garnish your bank account up to the outstanding balance on-"
"I need that money!" he cut
her off. "I have checks out that are going to bounce now. I'll set up a payment
plan with you to get this paid off, but you can't have all the money in my bank
account. Most of it wasn't even my money. My brother deposited his student loan
money in there. You're allowed to take his money, too?"
Melanie winced. This was
one of her least favorite parts about the job. What she wanted to tell him was
that, no, they weren't entitled to keep the money that belonged to his brother.
To get it back, all he had to do was file a motion with the Court. Hire a
lawyer, she yearned to tell him. You'll get most of it back.
"Sir, I can't give you
legal advice," she told him instead, towing the company line. The call was
being recorded. Her supervisor might even be listening in at this moment. "We
are simply acting on the Court Order to garnish your bank account. If you have
a legal defense to our taking of the funds, you'll have to take that up with
the Court."
"How long will that take?"
he asked. "I need that money now."
"I'm not a lawyer, sir,"
she responded. "You would have to talk to an attorney or the Court to find out
when they can schedule a hearing."
"I can't wait for a
hearing!" he cried out into the phone. "You have to give me back my money!"
"I can't do that, sir," she
replied. She kept her voice calm, though all she wanted to do was hang up the
phone and walk to her car, never to return.
"Then let me talk to
someone who can!" he demanded.
"One moment," she answered.
"I'll transfer you to my supervisor."
Melanie put the call on
hold and notated the account with the basics from the conversation. She
breathed a sigh of relief as she transferred the call to Rick, glad not to have
to listen to the angry debtor any longer. Most of the time, she told herself,
the job was really not that bad. Calling people to try and collect money from
them was not a rewarding or glamorous line of work, but it paid the bills well
enough to support school by day. At moments like this one, however, when she
had to deal directly with the impact that her work had on real people with
families, she hated herself.
Turning on her auto-dialer,
she let it begin its search through the seemingly endless list of people who
owed the company money. When it found another live body for her to talk to, she
would get an alert. While she waited, Melanie turned her attention to the
flashing icon at the bottom of her computer screen. She had received messages
while she was on the call. Technically, she was not supposed to be logged into
the instant messaging service while on the clock. The policy was not enforced,
however. Her department supervisor recognized that there was down time between
calls and did not really care what she and the other collectors did during it. As
long as their collection numbers were on track each month, he paid no mind to
them as the other employees prowled Facebook or Netflix. Melanie's distraction
of choice was the messenger service.
She clicked on the icon,
bringing the message window back up in front of her. She had three messages
from her contact list and one from an unknown. A smile touched her lips as she
saw that she had one from him. Forcing
herself to wait, she went through the other three first. The unknown sender,
whose handle turned out to be 'masterofall' had
cleverly managed to ask three vital questions while only using three letters
and a question mark: 'asl?'.
It was, she knew, a common internet convention that stood for age, sex, and
location. She appreciated that the poor man was probably just saving himself
the effort of typing out whole words. Experience, however, told her that men
who thought this was an appropriate introductory greeting were usually looking
for very different things than she was.
Despite this knowledge, and
the likelihood that continued contact would be futile, she decided to give him
a chance. After all, she had met a few people worth chatting with who started
in this same way. She typed her response, hoping that the style of it would
prompt something more from him.
melanie_sought: Hi there. Thanks for reaching out to me. I'm
a 24 year old woman and I live in Pittsburgh. I am 5'3", 115 pounds, with an
athletic body. I'm a runner. I have green eyes and wavy magenta hair that comes
down a little past my shoulders. Oh, and I have b cup breasts.
Even after her long
experience with the virtual world, it still felt strange to provide this sort
of information about herself up front to complete strangers. He had not asked
for her to describe herself, but it was a pre-emptive move. She knew the
request would be forthcoming. Since she had provided that, he quickly jumped to
the next on the standard-issue list. She often wondered if there actually was a
list out there somewhere that was distributed to guys when they opened their
accounts.
masterofall: do u
cam?
melanie_sought: No, I don't. It really doesn't fit with why I
come online. I am here strictly to roleplay fantasies
that I can't effectively act out in the real world. Sorry.
The answer was not entirely
true. There were a few people with whom she had shared some online webcam
sessions. Those times had only come after she had reached a level of comfort
with the person and believed that the added visual element would enhance the
experience. Most people who were looking for camera time up front were not
people that shared her desires.
masterofall: what is that?
The response was not
unexpected, and it told her everything that she needed to know. The messenger
service was not specifically catered to only those who were looking for roleplay. In fact, she had come to find that most of its
members were just looking for girls who would spend a little time naked in
front of a camera for them. She had spent hours crafting a profile that listed
all of the things she liked and answered many of the questions that 'masterofall' was asking. Unfortunately, most people who
reached out to her had never bothered to read it. Still, just because he had
never been exposed to the joys of roleplaying did not mean that he might not
appreciate them. She gave him a brief overview.
melanie_sought: Roleplaying is like a game of the imagination
or a story co-written by two people. My partner and I make up a scene and
decide on what will be involved in the scene. We decide who I am and where I
am, with some loose guidelines for what will happen to me. Then we take turns
writing our parts of the story to each other. My favorite scenes are ones where
I am kidnapped and kept in bondage against my will.
Expecting not to hear from
that "master" again, Melanie went on to the next in her pending queue. It was
from 'metrophillydom.' The two of them had been chatting online for
a few years. In the beginning, their roleplaying sessions had been amazing. She
smiled at the memory. He was always so incredibly detailed and explicit. Her
toes curled at the mental images of the long-lasting scene they had played out
where she was being interrogated by Homeland Security for alleged terrorist
activity. As they had typed their messages back and forth to each other, the
scene had come alive in her mind. It had been so vivid that she still flashed
back to it in her mind at night when she was alone in her bed.
Unfortunately, things had
gradually changed with him. He had started by asking her to perform tasks for him
while they played. In the beginning, it had been fun and exciting. He would
have her dress in certain ways in preparation for the scenes, usually matching
whatever her character was wearing. He would stop play and have her do a quick
series of calisthenics or carve an onion so that her eyes would tear up. At
first, the interruptions had been brief and, she had to admit, they had
definitely helped her dive deeper into her role.
Over time, though, the real
life demands had come to almost completely replace the online ones. He had
seemed to lose interest in their previous games and only wanted to play with
her when she was able to act them out in the real world, too. Melanie had made
the mistake, she realized now, of sending him some pictures of her state in a
few of their scenes. The pictures themselves had been innocent enough; a shot
of her face with tears and mascara running down her cheeks from the onions and
some pictures of the skirt and boots he liked so much. But now, he wanted
pictures of everything. More than that, he was desperate for her to play with
him while the webcam was rolling. Her reluctance to take that step had put a
strain on their previously wonderful relationship.
Even now, when Melanie
clicked open his message, she saw that it was more of the same. He wanted to
know if she was at home or work. Before, he had been more than willing to play
out parts of their scenes while she was logged in at the office. He had always
been accepting of the lags that would occur when the dialer connected and she
had to speak with someone. He had even gone so far as to claim that it turned
him on to think of her having these racy chats while surrounded by cubicles of
fellow co-workers.
Those days were gone now. When
she responded that she was at work, the immediate question came back to ask
when she would be home. She would not be home until after her shift at eleven,
of course, which she told him. He wanted to know if she would be online then. In
the past, she would have stayed up long into the night with him, sacrificing a
good night's sleep before her early morning classes in order to capture the
excitement that he always brought her. She responded that she would try, but
that she was pretty tired. She was not surprised when he logged off.
"Hello. Is someone there?"
the voice suddenly spoke in Melanie's earpiece.
"Yes, I'm here. Before I
begin I have to tell you that I am calling on behalf of a debt collector in an
attempt to collect a debt," Melanie's voice went on autopilot as she opened the
collection screen to see the debtor's name. "Is this Natalie Cameron?"
"Yes," the woman replied,
her voice hesitant.
"Hi, Natalie," Melanie
continued. "I'm calling about your past-due credit card account with-"
"I know what you're calling
about," the woman cut her off. "I'm sorry, but I just don't have anything to
pay you. I'm just a cashier. I can barely pay my rent."
"I understand," Melanie
responded, putting on her most sympathetic voice. "These are tough times for
everyone. If you could just set up a good faith payment, I can help you. Can
you afford, say, fifty dollars?"
The call ended with a
click, another not too uncommon occurrence. Melanie turned her attention back
to the messenger service as she set the auto-dialer back to work. The third
message was from 'jesterkeeper', a humorous contact
across the pond in England. He was one of the few non-roleplaying relationships
that she fostered. Their chats were always the same. He claimed to own a large
piece of property on the outskirts of London. He would tell her all about the
many bondage implements that were contained within his house and set up in the
woods around it. She did not know if any of it was true, but that did not
matter. It was just fun to sit back and hear about all of the many things he
would do to her if she ever found herself on his property.
Melanie's heart beat a
little more quickly as she opened the fourth and final message.